He said emergency.
I said wad.
He said standby.
I said good or bad.
He said, some good, some bad.
I said, will i tear?
He said yes, sori.
I said cry for good or bad?
He said, cannot tell.
I begged.
He said no.




After the sleepless night, wrapped up with the word, I'm scared, i miss his laughter, and just now, he laughed. Laughed with me. Hey, best man, you know what? well, i don't know when are you gonna read this. Or maybe not. But, do you know that i actually kept a diary of you, the both of us...? Even when i am not around with you, i still update that diary.. And that diary, knows what i truly felt for you, with or without you by my side. eventhough, im still petrified of tommorrow.. i am happy to hear you laugh with me. You know, the time when we talked to each other on phone every night before sleeps... they way we laughed. the way we talked and everything... the way i bermanjer with you.. the way i say please and you stick to you thinck NO. well, i dun want this to end, seriously. Cause i know,we'll last kan darling..??
and, from young, i had this citer-citer, i wanna marry with a policeman, cause to me, a policeman is someone that can look after me, so that no one will bully me...



no, i love you way to much sayang..