First and foremost, friendly with SP was a blast.
I had two fights and 1 seni. That performance of mine, wasn't up to my actual standard. REALLY. I don't know why i trembled when i step into the arena. I took things too lightly. Especially my injuries. My old injuries which i got it two years ago and 3 weeks ago. Apart from the few reminders and warnings from concern pals and loved ones, i still carry on with the fight. It really really hurts. ALOT. The only thing i remembered was, ENDURANCE. =)

I saw shuhadah sayang on HER BIKE!
=))

Get to spend quality time with mama and sisters today. I really miss those time.

**This had gone to far. Way too much that i could not persevere anymore. I
am tired of everything. Every single thing that is happening around me. I wish i
could be an ignorant to my surroundings. I don't care what is happening anymore.
I just want to be on my own. Be a self-centred one, that no one bothers to know
what is happening to me. I am too young for this, really.**

I ain't smiling anymore. =(
Cause every single time i tried to, i could feel the tense that hurts my cheeks so much.
That i stop smiling and instead i...