Exhausted.
Hubbie's friend did not manage to turn up to help my paint my house. So i did it with hubbie and a little help from Syira. Nurul was testing my patience too much till I yelled and dragged her to the dining table. She cried helplessly but i won't care less. I just cudden understand myself. I tend to get out of control sometimes. I get angry and sad out of no reason. By all it means, i think, i am better at bottling it up and keeping it in me. I get very little sleep and tomorrow will be my second round of painting. The balcony and dining room left..

~ dad was teasing me. he said i was hardworking like i never before. and he said, "JARANG orang perempuan cat(paint not cat)rumah."

~ but the manly ego in him just refuse to agree with me that there are ladies tht paint their house.. I mean, that is the only time to get dirty reasonably so those, "ee here, ee there, ee ee everywhere."


I hate it if people uses their intelligence as a weapon. seriously stupid.


Tomorrow, i will get my outfit with hubbie for raya. Just cudden wait. In fact, I miss him so much. "Sesungguhnya Kami sedang berpuasa.."

















LABELS : Love you like i never did.