At last, i could blog normally with alot of colours and font size.

I am in school library right now. Super and very stress over the upcoming semester exams. Life had been so down for me. Real down that i teared every single night since tuesday last week. I cudden stand the pressure that people put on me.

Mum, Dad :-
Yes i know, i am the role model of my younger siblings. I am the one whom you put high hopes on me. I am no other than a normal human being that had to face failure in life. Real life that i just come upon. I realised and do know that i am not a good daughter to you. The one that make you regret of having a teenage in your life. I had no idea why and what is the reason to it. I know and aware of the sacrifices made by you in your daily life to let the family have a spoon of rice at least. But what about my sacrifices that i made all this while. Working while i study. Yes, i know its not abnormal for poly students to work as they study but, im doing triple work. I study, i work i give tuition to 2 students. To find money to support myself so as not to burden you at all. Im sorry for being an imperfect person in my real life.

Hubbie :-
No matter how hurtful it is, to always face the time we had our arguments, i had always prayed the best for you in your life no matter, with or without me. I had always showered you with the bestest and greatest love i had for. I am not the girl living next door to you, but i am the girl that i knew will shower you with alot of love and care that no other girl may give. Yes, i may sound ego or something, but being with you is just the wish that i had always wished for. I love you. Thanks for being by my side and always.





What is school without exams?
What is exams without stress?
Oh god, give me the strength to carry on with what i had begin. And to end it well just like i begin with.

Bak kater pepatah, ada muler, ader akhir. Ader pintu, ader kunci. ada masalah ada solusi.