Im blogging. I appealed to work at guardian back. And yes, i was accepted. Basically, i had already work there for two days. I was the cashier on the second day and so this is what basically that happen.

"Hi good morning sir, welcome to K... Err... would you like to get the chocolate for $1.95?"
HAHA. When actually i am in guardian.

"Thank you ma'am. Enjoy you mm.. Er... Enjoy your day."
I almost said enjoy your meal when there is no meal to be enjoyed.

And tomorrow, i need to do floor. Good luck. Well, i hope, ppl will help me to carry and push the balaks. They were like sindir-ing me...Working at guardian.. Im a multi work worker..













LABELS: I MISS HUBBIE ALOT!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 ♥

Blogger start the virus-oh-my again. Stupid. Really stupid you know.

Sorry for the long vacation. HAHA. As if. I wanted to find another place to blog other than blogger. But, there is just too many memories i sealed before, in blogger. And so, i let it be. Just hope blogger get its medication back.

Well, it is already Ramadhan. And here it is...


Syukur ke hadrat ILLAHI.
Atas peluang yang diberi.
Untuk bertemu Ramadhan tahun ini.











LABELS : Selamat menyambut Bulan Ramadhan.

@ 7:43 AM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ♥

Today was amazing. Hubbie was a great companion, really. Went to Greenridge to have our breakfast cum lunch at banquet. A very nice and marvellous plus scrumptious meal. Then head of to Bukit Panjang park, i think. The first place where i and hubbie dated. Then headed back hubbie house.

From there we go and meet Uncle Faisal. Had dinner and serious talk. Im appauled by the motivations by Uncle. I mean, who expect so? All this while, i thought hubbie was one-sided. But when i heard it from other party, i had this feeling to go further than where i am now. I know, by saying is just saying. But i wanna make it a vow. To reach the furthest of my ability peak. I just hope, idol like hubbie, will bring me to my dream destination. Insya-allah.

And now..i have to get ready for exams.

Toodles.~















Labels : I need more sleep.

@ 9:09 AM

Sunday, August 16, 2009 ♥

Blogger behaved already.

At last, i could blog normally with alot of colours and font size.

I am in school library right now. Super and very stress over the upcoming semester exams. Life had been so down for me. Real down that i teared every single night since tuesday last week. I cudden stand the pressure that people put on me.

Mum, Dad :-
Yes i know, i am the role model of my younger siblings. I am the one whom you put high hopes on me. I am no other than a normal human being that had to face failure in life. Real life that i just come upon. I realised and do know that i am not a good daughter to you. The one that make you regret of having a teenage in your life. I had no idea why and what is the reason to it. I know and aware of the sacrifices made by you in your daily life to let the family have a spoon of rice at least. But what about my sacrifices that i made all this while. Working while i study. Yes, i know its not abnormal for poly students to work as they study but, im doing triple work. I study, i work i give tuition to 2 students. To find money to support myself so as not to burden you at all. Im sorry for being an imperfect person in my real life.

Hubbie :-
No matter how hurtful it is, to always face the time we had our arguments, i had always prayed the best for you in your life no matter, with or without me. I had always showered you with the bestest and greatest love i had for. I am not the girl living next door to you, but i am the girl that i knew will shower you with alot of love and care that no other girl may give. Yes, i may sound ego or something, but being with you is just the wish that i had always wished for. I love you. Thanks for being by my side and always.





What is school without exams?
What is exams without stress?
Oh god, give me the strength to carry on with what i had begin. And to end it well just like i begin with.

Bak kater pepatah, ada muler, ader akhir. Ader pintu, ader kunci. ada masalah ada solusi.

@ 11:25 PM

♥

Blogger is still misbehaving.
I overnight-ed with hubbie at CDANS & whoever it is.
Congrats Hubbie for the bizzare n great promotion.











Labels : i won't leave you..

@ 8:26 AM

Monday, August 10, 2009 ♥

I kinda miss the OLD blogger. the one that i could paint it with beautiful pictures and colours. Stupid.

I am at the verge of the success for the transfer of my new gelanggang. And yes, it is not about anyone but it's about the locationwise and prolly about the T.M at my current gelanggang. Things that i heard pierced through my ear drum and make me put my ready-punched fist into my pocket. It might turn bad if i were to let it out danggling by my side. You know, people talking about family and stuff are sensitive issues. One word, asshole. Yes.

Im tired of keeping things to myself and make others happy whereas, i am bloody suffering here. Dad had been talking to me about financial issues. AND please, what else can i do but work for my own expenses. How much do i earn a month? It could only serve me alone. I did multi working to help u and mum as much as i could. I work part time in KFC. I give out tuitions. What else? I am still schooling. You said working in KFC burden me. Then, when i ask for cash to buy things that are needed, you nag. Then how?

Semestral exams are two weeks away. Yes i did fairly for my common test, but its nothing compared the percentage for semestral eexams.

I might be fighting a national athlete, again, this saturday or sunday i suppose.

Prolly, i will be dating with hubbie tomorrow.






















Labels : I miss going out with you.

@ 8:12 AM

Thursday, August 6, 2009 ♥

I thought it would solve my everything. But it didn't. I know i was not a perfect muslimah, but i am working to be a good mucslimah leading my siblings and all to the enlighted path. And i truly hope so. I trusted Allah's wants and will. As i know, there will always be a reason to it. And so, i was taught the meaning of patience. I need a perfect religious class again. I know, its never late for me to.

I had this feeling of wanting to quit KFC and strive on with doing tuition classes. I got a recommendation to do relief teaching in schools. I just need to ring them up and all. It's just that, i think, my career path will be on education line. Insya-Allah. I love kids and i love passing down knowledge. I hope they will benefit from me. AMIN.

School days are long. Days to common test are nearer. A week to semestral exam decides my path next semester. I failed one module and pass the rest. Haish. I can do better i know, and i believed the grades there are just to buck me up.

Competition for mini-grasio will be next weekend. Add on, the place, where i first held my first ever silat victory. Under different coach. I just need hubbie to be with me.















LABELS : OVERWORKED.

@ 7:39 AM

Sunday, August 2, 2009 ♥

Blogger is not behaving.

I fell sick dat day, and have to rush to help my family members at rewang for Cik Amir's wedding.
Part of it was a very solemn moment, to see a son perform silat pengantin for his dad and hugged him tight.
I feel sorry for him, but he needs to realise about the need of his dad. And i bet, he does.

School is not even half of a year term. And there are conflicts on behaviour and stuff. Why is it hard for people to realise their own flaws but easy to realise weaknesses of others? Yet, talking bad and badmouthing one another behind each back? Is that the way a 19 year old MAN behaves? A man that claimed that he is a matured guy that gone through alot of sufferings and blablabla. If you are matured, why do you have a on and off relationship, which you yourself don't realise if you are attached or not? Yes, you are from an ENGLISH drama club, but that does not mean that your english is flawless and tip top. I guess mine better. Who are you to judge people grades if yours are not good? No more accusations please. Though i know that you have alot to say.


~~ Simply, SHUT THE HELL UP.






















Labels : Overworked.

@ 7:21 AM