Im totally exhausted.

This week packed with IVP and inter-grasio. It is already confirm that i will be fighting this sunday after 3pm. I am confident of a good fight. One thing that i am thankful of is that my regu competition will be before my fight. And hence, i am not afraid of having injury that won't have enough time to recover. I was hoping that my fight is after my seni. I am sure that my toe will get injured again due to my fight.

Imagine to go home late at night, after regu training, u were told to kick and punch the padding even. I am pushing myself over my limits. I am totally sure of that. And much more is coming. I am uberly worn out. I am hoping that Allah will be at my side. To ensure my safety and warmth.

Test by test. Common test nearing, and i am making no effort to do my best. I am tired that's it.

I miss spending my time with my family and hubbie. I miss them alot. I miss the family outings and more. I miss the warmth and secure when i am with them. Alot of things cropped up at home. But i am willing to let it go slowly. Sooner or later, i will be working at guardian again, triple 8 to support my poly life. I miss buying new clothes for myself and siblings.





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Sleepy.










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