THE WHOLE DAY I HAD BEEN SLACKING.
TO STUDY ON A SUBLIME SUNDAY IS NOT A PERFECT CHOICE.
Instead i went online. Bloghopping. Deleted my old hotmail account due to the virus.
And now, i got one pathetic information that one of my contact received the virus message again.
When asked, i was told i had to uninstall and install MSN.
Everything done was not worth my time seh.
Very troublesome.

I had no printer.
To get a better idea of what i may go through during maths later on,
i copied the whole formulae list for my reference.
When i am done,
I cleared the table i used for studying.
Soon, i realised, i and my stuffs were the only occupants.
I paced and headed to mama room.
I could feel the cramps everywhere on my body.
Every parts. Including on my butt due to the long hours of sitting on the no more cushion chair.
My foot still hurts.
Alot. That i took more duration than i usually does to walk to mama room.
The pain spread to my ankle. I had to get the ankle guard like what my physician says.
But i nid MONEYY! Guess, it is redundant lahh.
29, 30, 31 of May is the real thing.
How to survive??
I slept throughout the afternoon.

Texted hubbie. And so my opponent for 4th Inter-grasio is out.
But i am in no authority to know.
So i just prayed for the best. And hope to play the game smoothly.
Without any injuries i hope.

As i wished to stand with a triumphant smile and held my outstanding coach hand up with me.
If only i could~
My coach, my sayang. Imagine~!
And to let the victory achieved for be at its pinnacle.
Oh dear. For every dream that i dreamt of, if it were to be true, i don't need to go for any trainings worst of, EXTRA and DOUBLE trainings per week. Just seat, sleep and dream.
And get people to applaud me for my victory. What an escalating egoism!

I had very low sense of self-control, to study for my maths. Something that i am lost at for now.
Look at where i end now, IM BLOGGING!
Oh dear. What a shame.

K, off.











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