I know i had not been attending regu training strictly.
Its not that i am not interested or having that not to be bothered attitude
But i seriously have something on.
I am not perfect.
But i wanna be a perfectionist.
I vow to do my best.
I will give my 110% performance on the day.
I am slow, but i do catch up and LEARN.
Last yr b4 ramadhan, i failed to put my best in friendly match fight.
I did irritate hubbie by my stubborness.
And i fall to the mat time and time again.
this time, same person.
same fight.
BUT I LISTEN to command.
The confidence in u is actually the key.
No matter how many times the person u are fighting with got compliments and medals.
heres the vid.
I admit.
Before the fight, i am scard. Especially the injury on my right toe hasnt fully cured.
According to the physician, i might be having it permanently. Which means, no more sprinting events for me. Yes, i do feel shitty. And so, during the fight there, i had the phobia of doing sapus again. But i learn from my previous mistake. I listen to my coach. As i pose, hubbie say, "Satu jatuhan boleh?" I just kept quiet. I thought, i cudden. But i manage. I noe, she can grab my leg easily if i sabet, n i made a stupid mistke by giving her my leg. And so, i lost balance. After the second sapu, i could feel the nerves running up to my heart. Bloody pain. I got up, jumping to my place and showed that pain face at hubbie. ERGH!
Anw, hubbie found a new scandal. No more nurul. BUT ADAM! CHIT!
Labels : PAIN.
