Thursday, April 30, 2009 ♥
STOP~!
DO NOT STEP ON MY HEAD!
CAUSE IF YOU DO, give you my ATTITUDE.
This is where my career lies. To be an engineeer.
But i enjoying knocking people more.
And when lecture turns to be damn bored, we took photos to get alive.
-_____________________-
Im pressured by the everyday training. OF REGU.
I cant believe i was so down, till i burst.
Previously i place my heart and soul on tunggal.
Then, out of the blue moon, i had to change my mindset to regu.
I quited tunggal, because i want to commit only on one.
And therefore, i burn out my 12 bucks.
Mathematic with CALCULUS is very brain wreckingg.
It really is. Out of 100 percent understanding.
I will rate mine about 40 percent.
AND in two weeks time, im gonna face my very first test.
MATHS SUMMORE.
I need help seriously i do.
Other subject is doing great.
NOT that great. But i just got that hang out of it.
Tommorrow is Inter-grasio weighing dayand therefore,
i need to take a look at my diet.
But hubbie want me to grow rounder.
HAHA.
oklahhh.
OUTS.
Labels : Miss hubbie!
@ 8:09 AM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ♥
I took this test recently online.
Whatever this thing says about me is totally true and similar to what hubbie describe about me.
Its just that, all this while i never realise the weakness in me while thinking to impress and help others. That leads me to trouble and tireness. To make them smile a stretch on their face and then i am the one suffering from whatever it is byt keeping my thoughts and feelings. Unfair to me, yes i know. But how is it possible for me to go straight to the point??
Here is it.. iM GONA SHARE WITH U PEOPLE THE RESULT.
ENJOY.
Lovely Lady
You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim might be to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are unique and rare!
@ 8:20 AM
♥
Currently having Autocad lesson.
Just after lab work.
Kinda fun. Like DNT like dat.
Remind me of MDM SAM and SUFIAH sayang.
HAHA. Plus.. Ming Hao and shawnn..
But it does not mean, i dont remember the rest.
People like shawn, shawal, asy, ping han.
Had a lot of fun teasing them.
THE SI BA GAY WORD.
Now, must move on oready..
BORING LAH.
The lecturer talk so much like no life like that.
What we malay call is, " tak ader wawasan hidup langsung "
MENDAK tau.
I prefer doing lab work.
Can talk talk. It means, i prefer people to listen to my lecture.
NOT i listen to the lecturer.
Can go to sleep tau!
What he talking i oso donnoe.
LUKING FORWARD TO HANDS ON ACTIVITY.
I dropped tunggal for inter grasio but still carry on with tanding.
PLUS, regu for IVP.
Imagine, regu is like left a lil more to go. ABOUT 2 more jurus and done!
BUT STILL the synchronization summore.
HAISEHH!!
stress lah. tired know. everyday train2.
p/s: i find someone blooooo00000ooooody irritating!
Labels : Dying of tire.
@ 12:38 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009 ♥
BACK FROM SHENG SIONG WITH MY FAMILY.
Well, this few days had been OKEH.
Go school, come back.
Go silat, come back.
Nothing much to update about.
And no changes.
Well, just a fresh one, i was selected to represent school for IVP.
Silat lah of course.
Actually, i signed up for drama (was forced to), and silat. But, i oready plan, if i got a call from the drama peeps, im gonna ignore their invitation for orientation kot.
Saturday i went for sialt orientation at school. With the only purpose that i will get selected for CCA only. Then, kena selected for ivp. For regu.
Actually, i in dilemma. I dunnoe, shall i proceed with tunggal or not. For inter grasio. Cause, if i were to drop regu, i will affect my team members. But tunggal, only me myself. HAISEEH!
K lah. must go do essay worth 800 words.
@ 7:18 AM
Thursday, April 23, 2009 ♥
VERY DIFFERENT.
The learning way is purely different. The key is, you gotta be independent or you gotta lost your way. I just cannot take the jokes that my newly-made friends made about the lecturer. Very funny although harsh. Having a very hyper active mentor. A talking machine gun mathematics lecturer. A slack tutorial sir. See what i mean? You have to adjust to the environment yourself. Trust me, its hard.
ITS WHAT I CALL ADAPTIBILITY.
I totally don't know what to update about.
Everything is similar and nothing much happen.
F.y.i, i am signing up for SPF scholarship.
Wish me luck that i will get my approval.
AMIN.
So as to make my dreams come true.
Labels : I love you.
@ 7:55 AM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 ♥
Stucked in this air conditioned room.
After lecture.
Now doing the stupid and no haluan e-learning.
@ 6:46 PM
♥
Im tired.
im tired of everything. I wanna let all out. The feeling of wanna be free. The feeling of wanna get untied. But, the love is killing my desire, my want. How can i be free if i love him? I wanna enjoy my teenage life much. But,it seems i don't. I don't wanna regret. Will he regret it one day to? I love you so much. That i don't manage to let u go. But, in me... something telling me, something ain't right. When you are angry at me, you neglected my calls, my sms-es. You expect me to be whole bloody perfect. But i am just not. if you cudden accept me and my way, please, don't hesistate to tell me. I won't change for the better, cause it ain't me at all.
Hubbie, i miss the time i cry on your shoulders ,to the problems we are facing. I had longed to be in your arms for so long. No matter how i felt. Angry or happy. I still wanna be in your warmth. I had always felt, the drastic change that i have to adapt to. I had always wanted to tell you, how much i hated silence. How much i hated to wait for your reply to my sms-es and calls when you are mad at me. Have you ever notice, how much tears i let it rolling down my cheeks to keep me calm and hang on still while i waited for your name to appear on my phone screen.
I loved you so much, that although im tired of your jealousy, im still loving you so much. dear, please do understand dat im still a growing teenager. i wanted to be someone that won't be drown by the word problem by love. i wanna be free from it darling. sometimes, to be lonely is much better. to feel the full freedom of what you wanna do. but,i noe, im too weak to let it go. I cudden resist the tears that flows down my cheeks as i wrote this. cause, deep down in me, i love you so much that i never wanna let you go. and deep down in me, im tired of the game we are playing. i wanted to tell you face to face, how exactly i felt, but the time is never right.
Since weget together again, i cry to myself to let me up. I keep to myself the burden im having. Cause i never wanted to see you get caught up by all the tiny-meeny-weeny problems im facing for our relationship. and how i felt. cause i truly know, the importance of ur presence to your family. the hardship you are going through there. I can never cry with you there at lonely and calm night, but i am sure to hear you sob.
It makes me feel uneven to wait for your calls your respond while thinking how unfair this is to me. If it were to be ur fault, u had told me to forgive and forget. You force me to start anew eventhough my head is still meddling with the game. And you threatened me to your every move. To satisfy the MAN-ly ego in you. And when, i am in your shoes, you let me suffer myself, waiting for your respond. Is that what you call fair? Is that what you say, "I am not gonna let you suffer by yourself,cause i will do the upmost everything to make you smile wide."
I had follow your every say. To do this and that. To look after your heart. To satisfy each and every of your desire. To sacrifice what other teenagers are doing now. Im jealous. Totally jealous of what others are going through as young adult. Whereas i am here talking about us. Isn't it too early? Now, what comes to my mind is, what mum and dad say are right. The time is not right to get invovle. I wanna be free. But i love you. I wanna be with you, but the problems is a big weight on me...
Bukan aku tak sayang
namun aku lelah
Bukan aku tak perlukan
malah aku amat memerlukan.
Mengapa harus laku kitaa begini
dihimpit rasa sayang
menyebabkan sukarnya untukku membebaskan
apa yangku pendam
demi menjaga perasaanmu
demi menjaga hatimu,sayang.
Apakah aku masih mementingkan perasaan
sehinggakan aku mengungkir janjiku
untuk luahkan segala rasa
hanya padamu seorang
Bukan tak mahu ku nyatakan
apa yang aku rasa dan lalui
namun demi kepentingan kehadiranmu
pada keluargamu...
maafkan aku kerna tak dapat menjadi
seorang pranita yang kau idami
sesungguhnya ini kelemahan aku
untuk bermanja dan melembutkan hatimu..
Kata kan sahaja bencimu
katakan sahaja dukamu
tetapi, jangan kau diam tiada khabar.
tak dapatku gambarkan
apakah perasaan gembur yang aku alami
tika menantikan panggilanmu kembali..
Bukan aku tiada kesabaran
malah aku amat benci dengan penantian
kerana itulah penyeksaanku.
Sebelumku akhiri, maafkanlah segala silap lakuku.
Kerna aku tak sesempurna wanita idamanmu.....
SEKIAN.
p/s: i noe..u werent sleeping.. you were in the kitchen. talking to ur mum.
salam sayang.
@ 3:54 AM
Friday, April 17, 2009 ♥
Im tired. sleepy and moody.
I had know idea that I have to cover a-maths in poly life. 2 days of intensive mathematics lesson can just make me imagine how i will go about later on. Its tough. Especially when, you got lost for a minute and when your mind fly off the concentration side.
ive bought my laboratory wear and materials. Now left the lecture notes that might cost me around 18.45. I had a very hard and irritating time in lecture hall just now. A big fat and not nice smell man sat beside me. Actually he is my classmate. The chairs that we are sitting on is shaky. He with his big and heavy weight just needs to fidget a little can make my whole body shake. So,i will just give that irritating stare and do my work.
"CAN YOU STOP SHAKING?!"
I was on my nerve. The people that heard me was looking. Who cares. if he did it not on purpose, i can still understand. but he purposely did it singing the rock my baby song. FISH HOLE.
At school, while i was making my way to the underpass, two seniors were looking at me from a distance. k, i was alone. They were about 50 m away from me. Then, i realised, they slowed down after one of them stared hard into my direction. Then when they made their turn to take the escalator, i walked pass them to take the stairs. Cause escalator not working.
Lets name one of them A and the other B.
A : Eh tgk dier.
B : Kenaper?
A : Cute sak.
B : Aah sey. Macam budak-budak.
A : Jalan dier baek seh.
B : Oi, budak yang pakai tudung cam dier pun kau nak kacau?
A: maner tau leh uat kahwin.
B : confirm per?
A : *ehem* Sayer Man. *Putting out his hand to shake mine.*
Me : *jelingan yang tajam*
A : Da ader kasih?
me : *Jiwang lah kononnyer* Da. Nak tunang bulan depan. Nak datang?
A : HUH?!
Me : *Jeling and Walked off*
HAHA. I dont entertain orang orang gatal dan miang. I nak jager hati sayang I. Sebab i sayang dier. lau dier saket hati, bermakner, i pun saket hati. I sayang dier banyak banyak. I tak sanggop kehilangan dier.
Anw, tomorrow must go HQ. WITH FULL-U. I havent get ready anything at all. ALL THE BEST AH DAYAH! i know, i no mood. Stomach crap macam ader mesin kat dlm perot yang pusing2.
NUR AMIRA ASLI is doing well in her studies. Good improvement girl. Pythagoras' Theorem must be one of her favourite kan??
HAHA. Dah lah. Slamat.
@ 9:13 AM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 ♥
HEY'LL
Just got back from my first day of orientation.
Wait! I got two things to update about.
First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUAT MAMA TERSAYANG!
semoga panjang umur dan bahagia di samping keluarga tersayang.
Amin.
So, yesterday was fun. Definitely. DUH!
Waited till 4 plus to mit hubbie. To accompany him buy mama birthday cake.
I waited for him in front of the 7-11 store and when he got down from the taxi, he fished out his phone from his pocket to call me, without realising that I am directly, ABSOLUTELY directly in front of his two eyeballs. He freaked out when i tapped him hard. And said, i look like a maid! HISH!
I thought there were nice cakes like usual at vista point bakery. When we reached the shop, the cakes doesn't look appetizing. So i told hubbie to go triple 8. I suggested we took the bus. So we crossed the road to get to the opposite side of the bus stop. But then, hubbie saw an empty taxi. And he told me to get in. Guess what! From vista point it is only a bout 2 bus stop away to triple 8 and he flagged a taxi to bring us there. And the meter did not even moved. the ride, cost exactly 3 bucks! We were like laughing all the way during the journey. Then got back from triple 8 to my house by taxi again, with a big big big taxi and the ride cost us 3.50. In my whole life, taxi trips have never been this low. HAHA. Hubbie bought mama a cake and a bear for me. Its cute tau. LIKE ME.
Then hubbie bought mama 2 bottles of 1.5 litre 100 plus as a birthday gift. Mama says,hubbie tabiat. HAHA. hubbie din get to join the celebration cause he had to went home early for silat.
I walked to the bus stop,dragging my feet. i was damn nervous that i feell like going back home. But i told myself that, cmon, its just an orientation. Sure meet nice nice people.
And yes, i did. I had a hard time memorising the chinese students name in my class seyy.
First of, its the registration part and some performance in the auditorium. Then we were separated into our repective courses to meet our course manager. now i know, manufacturing engineering consist of all the engineering courses that the school offers. I've had a feeling that this is gonna be tough.
And then, we had lunch. The food was fine, but the drink was pathetic. Only a packet of ribena for each. How can my throat survive..?? HAISEYY! Its too sweet that i said to my newly made friend that it is sour. HAHA. We laughed at my stupidity.
Then we have ice breaking games after introducing ourselves. MAN! HUBBIE knows how much i hate this. I texted him when i am waiting for my turn to ease my scare. I am very soft. I KNOW. My classmates, were complaining. HAHA. Wait lah, haavent season kan.
OGL : whats this girl name? * he was asking a guy from my class, a chinese guy *
Guy : hmm...he ... he... he... * he was trying very hard to pronounce it. And so he stammer the word, 'he'.. Which made the whole class go HEHE.*
Malay guy : HIDAYAH LAHH!
Guy : AH! HITAYAR.
ME : H-I-D-A-Y-A-H
Guy : Ouh. Hidayah. haha. *smiles at me asking for sympathy*
OGL : Then what's his name?? * asking me about that guy*
Me: HEHE...I DONT KNOW LEHH..
Everyone laughed.
Me : I am aaron.
Because of that, the whole class can remember my name, but i don't. HAHA. And i think i might be working with a 21 year old lady closely. As she is the only malay girl. And maybe a chinese girl, Hui shan i think. HAHA.
I was having flu the night before. And today, i have still not recover. in the lecture theatre, i squeeze my nose so hard till i felt so ticklish that i smile to myself whenever i feel like sneezing. Cmon lah, first day, first impression tau.
On my way home on the train, i was talking on the phone with hubbie, and this indian guy stood beside me and hold the handgrips above my head. WAH!!! tell you ahh! The air-con... FULEMAK! Nice seyy! Nikmat! HAHA. i feel like telling him, if he mind being considerate. But i tried my best to shut up. And occupy myself talking to hubbie something that i don't think its important at all. HAHA. Like, telling him, ive to wear safety boots in worshop, that made him call me minah kilang.
then on the bus, i sat beside a pretty chinese lady. I admire her features and skin very much. its just so perfect on her. Then she open he mouth and turn to her right which is my left to talk to the person standing beside me. then i got smell something not right. When i focus, OH MY GOD! Bau bangkai sehh! HAHA. What a bad day. Da lah flu. Dahtu kene aircon yg best2.
Labels : Excited. =)
@ 5:11 AM
Sunday, April 12, 2009 ♥
LETHARGIC!
Fatigue!
PENAT OI!
The previous day i din update. Not because i no time. But i lazy lahh.
I no mood. I just blog hop as usual. While waiting for hubbie to kol me.
GOOD FRIDAY turn to EXCELLENT FRIDAY.
Well done sey. That day, i went out with my family. Suppose to go out with hubbie. But, because long time never go out with family. We go sentosa sehh. Its like ages i've never been there since school excursion last year. We have to measure the height of what stupid long tower and calculate it using trigonometry method. As usual, i and my partner in crime, won't pay attention. End up, we were busy taking photos and disturbing people.SI BAGAY!
First of all, we went through the gates of sentosa and paid the admission fee. We were given two maps. But non of the maps were with me. 2nd sis, were to excited to let me see the map. One of the other map is in my mother bag. I wonder what is the map doing in there. Dad,asked where shall we head to first. So i say,underwater world. I wanted to see the marine life. Thats y. Then dad questioned again, where. I say sentosa. When he looked at me then he realised I wasnt holding on to the map. So, he requested my 2nd sis to pass me the map.
Upon reaching the underwaterworld, we bought the tickets. Holy me, the tickets were so expensive. 22.90 for adults. But when read properly, its for two destination places. Underwaterworld and dolphin lagoon. I met fairuz there. She's werking part-time. And my dad is like taking advantage to ask for free admission. I am giving that tak-tau-malu look at him. Then he laugh. While waiting for my 2nd sis to redeem the chocolates, i met lily heryani lah pulakk! haha. rambot dier kaler2. I wonder if she is reading this. AHHAHA
Then we had a little picnic at the place were dad park his car. We ate there. Nurul just cudden get a peaceful meal, cause of the flies and ants that is making their way to her. HAHA. So, she eats using her right hand and holds her shoe on the other hand as a weapon. After our late lunch, we headed to dolphin lagoon.
Dad, made a mistake to park so far from the lagoon. So we had to walk a long way. Predicting the distance like, from WCP to my house. And guess wad, all the way from the carpark to the entrance of dolphin lagoon, mum complain ALOT.
The dolphins were amazing. So cute. Like me.
*ehem*
Raining seh. So the show was cut short. Then can hear my stomach asking for food. So, we went to vivo to go eat. Sesat seh. Dah lamer tk jejak kan kaki kt saner. nak carik banquet macam aper.
Then home sweet home. Then mit hubbie for one to one tunggal session.
TODAY
After go jemputan at my uncle place we go to jurong point. Nurul one time go out confirm buy toys. HAHA. If never buy cry in the middle of the road. Then go popular. 2nd sis wanna buy sumting. Then go eat at pizza hut. I realised that dad have the very orang lamer style. The soup of the day is shown in the picture as a set with the what fiesta fammily meal. He thought its coffee. Then when, our drinks were serve, he asked mum where his coffee is. All laughed. When the soup were served, i say, that's is your coffee. HAHA. Then, he say why the pizza so keras, when actually its the cruchy one. HAIYOO! then the spoon he use for the soup he asked the boy carry it away, he asked mum, got spoon or not. To use it for his pizza when actually to cut the pizza use knife and fork. HAHA!
I had problems with 2nd sis. Nothing is getting better.
Labels : I miss the old her.
@ 7:29 AM
Thursday, April 9, 2009 ♥
--
Lets talk about Wednesday.
me, naimah, lin, ashraf and zakaria.
Before meeting them at boonlay, i went to meet hubbie for something. Something happen between me and him, therefore, my mood is moodless. But he made my a day a little brighter and at least, i enjoyed his companion. Made my way to boonlay from bukit panjang. Was 15 minutes late. Sorry guys. Thank you very the much to naimah and dad for the ride to and from east coast. Plus, the rest for following to sent me home.
Alot of us really change alot seh. nice.
We played UNO and Snap! Lin have the video when i won naimah the game UNO. See if she will upload it up.Other than playing card games, i and naimah went along the seaside to collect shells. I am bad at it, i swear. Cause, i always picked a stone out of a shell. HAHA. Then, we went for cycling when I and Naimah saw a mat putting his left hand up in the air and applying his deodorant. When he realised, we were looking with mouth open wide,he placed his hands down and hid his laugh.. I and naimah had a hard time to start to cyle our 'attached' bike. And so, this led to an apek and his wife horn at us on the bicycle track. So i and naimah decided to chase them down the track and end up,kiter terlajak.
Pictures of outing will be uploaded when they send me the picss.
Today i start werk at 7.30. Im totally half-awake although i had an early sleep yesterday. My matees ask me to ask for an early leave cause i look real pale. And therefore i agreed, so that, i an take my own sweet time to get ready for npcc training. Got my testimonial and GCE O level cert. Seriously, i hate my results. Anw, testimonial was printed wrongly. Stupid seh. I took DNT but they put FNN.When actually i did checked it last year. All was ok and right. When mdm radiah came, she macam tk puas hati gitu. And wanted to check the old copy. i felt like blowing off seh. As a form teacher, tkkan tk tau kiter amek aper subject seh. Dalah gambar aku dari last year aku mintak sampai skg tk dpt. I know, she will never like me.
Then went for NP training. Only Aizat and Hakim there to help me. Future C.Is. Cadet leaders camp might me postpone. Timing isnt right. my sec 1's were very enthusiastic. But they also like hantu. Very mischevious. I find it harder to control small kids than teens. Next week might be my lst week for thursday trainings there. Due to school starting soon.
Then went home and got ready to go for kenduri. I love farhan. Pictures of me and him will be uploaded in this post. So.... Watch out...
Nantilahh... Farhan so cute. Farhan so chubby. farhan is my sweetheart. He recite the nasyid well. He recite the Surah Al-fatihah well for his age. He is so sweet. like sugar. I love him mannnn. Since hubby have nurul. Then i will have farhan as my scandal.
me, naimah, lin, ashraf and zakaria.
Before meeting them at boonlay, i went to meet hubbie for something. Something happen between me and him, therefore, my mood is moodless. But he made my a day a little brighter and at least, i enjoyed his companion. Made my way to boonlay from bukit panjang. Was 15 minutes late. Sorry guys. Thank you very the much to naimah and dad for the ride to and from east coast. Plus, the rest for following to sent me home.
Alot of us really change alot seh. nice.
We played UNO and Snap! Lin have the video when i won naimah the game UNO. See if she will upload it up.Other than playing card games, i and naimah went along the seaside to collect shells. I am bad at it, i swear. Cause, i always picked a stone out of a shell. HAHA. Then, we went for cycling when I and Naimah saw a mat putting his left hand up in the air and applying his deodorant. When he realised, we were looking with mouth open wide,he placed his hands down and hid his laugh.. I and naimah had a hard time to start to cyle our 'attached' bike. And so, this led to an apek and his wife horn at us on the bicycle track. So i and naimah decided to chase them down the track and end up,kiter terlajak.
Pictures of outing will be uploaded when they send me the picss.
Today i start werk at 7.30. Im totally half-awake although i had an early sleep yesterday. My matees ask me to ask for an early leave cause i look real pale. And therefore i agreed, so that, i an take my own sweet time to get ready for npcc training. Got my testimonial and GCE O level cert. Seriously, i hate my results. Anw, testimonial was printed wrongly. Stupid seh. I took DNT but they put FNN.When actually i did checked it last year. All was ok and right. When mdm radiah came, she macam tk puas hati gitu. And wanted to check the old copy. i felt like blowing off seh. As a form teacher, tkkan tk tau kiter amek aper subject seh. Dalah gambar aku dari last year aku mintak sampai skg tk dpt. I know, she will never like me.
Then went for NP training. Only Aizat and Hakim there to help me. Future C.Is. Cadet leaders camp might me postpone. Timing isnt right. my sec 1's were very enthusiastic. But they also like hantu. Very mischevious. I find it harder to control small kids than teens. Next week might be my lst week for thursday trainings there. Due to school starting soon.
Then went home and got ready to go for kenduri. I love farhan. Pictures of me and him will be uploaded in this post. So.... Watch out...
Nantilahh... Farhan so cute. Farhan so chubby. farhan is my sweetheart. He recite the nasyid well. He recite the Surah Al-fatihah well for his age. He is so sweet. like sugar. I love him mannnn. Since hubby have nurul. Then i will have farhan as my scandal.
Cute kan dier. Lagi2 ngn songkok dier tuuuuuuuuuuu!! =)
Labels : farhan, loved. =)
@ 8:26 AM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 ♥
You guys heard of a MAN sanitary pads?
Well, i guess only one person on this mother Earth had heard of it before.
When that man asked me, "do you guys carry MAN sanitary pads?"
At first i thought its the diapers that the old folks usually put on.
When i showed it to him. He said. NO. Right into my face.
Man : Guardian got carry sanitary pads for man?
Me : What is it sir?
Man : Man sanitary pad.
Me : * Showing the diapers.
Man : NO. not this one.
Me : * showed the sanitary pads for ladies. although only ladies put on that.
Man : Haiyyaaaa. *walks off.
I asked my in-charge. And she said, maybe for him, ejaculation time, he needs one.
HAHA.
Got class with Nur Amira. Im sorry, i know, you're tired travelling. its the same as how i felt. When i went for classes every saturday to and fro tampines. Its the effort that you put in my dear. I just wish you all the best for your future studies. And please, my dear, study well.
Oklaaaaaaaaaahhh...
Tommmmorrrroooow reunion kecil-kecilan budak-budak school pioneer primary
Labels : Vexed.
@ 7:41 AM
Sunday, April 5, 2009 ♥
I don't mean to hurt you.
I don't mean to let tears roll your cheeks.
I don't mean to outrage the anger in you.
I don't mean to upset you.
I don't mean to let things get over with.
I know, I had been to demanding. But to ask for a little bit of concern, i hope it doesn't mind you. You had been a wonderful lover, listener and caretaker. You are my every bits and pieces of my love. You brought me to adventure the whole truth of love, by holding me by my hands and tie me to your love. You had been so nice to me, that i took the advantage out of you.
Its only that the previous night, we took the time to get things right and in place. To let the truth and the only truth to stand right. I brought us take a deep thought by making the first move to say everything out. Cause, i cuddent bear to keep anymore. For i am sure, whatever i felt, was right. And to the extent of cry in between my talks.
When things were in place as it suppose to be, we praised and compliment each other about what had we gone through these 2 years plus. No matter how hard it is to walk the journey to our destination, i will still carry on. By you on my side. No matter how big your problems are, i would share the burden on my shoulder. No matter how deep your dissapointment are, i would hold on to your hands, so as to help you reach for your happiness.
Hubbie, i love you for who you are. Not what you have and what you are capable of. I just hope, time won't separate us. And i shall stop anyone from coming between us. I thank ALLAH for the time i get to spent with you. syukur. I hope it won't end just like that, just like the needle on the clock rotates each and every minute.
---- im tired
Labels : I am with you , love.
@ 8:53 AM
Friday, April 3, 2009 ♥
Sleepy sehh.
Cannot tak it seh.
But gotta go to work and face life.
Life, that i choose myself.
It was quite irritating that if you are the only person there that knows how to do this and that. Like my shift just now, i was the only one that knows how to the tele-pharmacy. Clear the stocks. Clear the old stocks. And lastly the so-sall-polite-stupid-service that must be given to the big-pain-in-the-arse customers.
Melba : DAYAH! tele pharma..
Dayah : *Walks over to the customer. Yes?
Auntie : I want difflam. Strwberry one banana one.
Dayah : *She thinks difflam lozenges bubble tea is it??* That one raspberry and honey lemon.
Auntie : Can can lah
Dayah : * Called the pharmacist and detailed sent* *given the lozenges ord.*
--i serving another customer a lady.
Lady : I need nizoral
auntie : I want green colour. Nice. Yellow not nice. Looks old.
Dayah : * You! You are freaking old.* Wait auntie. this one under spore law. Cannot anyhow.
Auntie : I dun care i want.
Lady : I can see your problem. Its okay. Carry on with her first.
--i cancelled the order and blablabla with the pharmacist. And he sent me a personal msg saying, "You shudden have bothered about her." HAHA
Dayah : *Serving the lady.
Lady : Okay thanks.
Auntie : How much ar that thing?
Dayah : * im copying the details.* Wait ahh. Must check.
My manager walks in into the counter.
Auntie : this old girl is very impatient to me leh.
Melba : * exchanging looks with me. What is it?
Dayah : *continue my stuff and check the price for the lady.* Its 25 bucks ma'am.
Lady : Ok thank you.
when i get back to the counter, melba said, "Dont worry i heard everything. That's life*
i say," HAHA "
Got class with Nur Amira today. Disterb me about the nutella that she and her brother tricked abt.
Hubbie : Your rambot kering pki nutella bagos.
Baby : Serious?
Hubbie : Aah, u beli nanti i pakaikan.
Baby : Okeh.
-- i bought the nutella.
Baby: B, i dah beli nutella smlm gi sheng shiong ngn mama.
Hubbie : Haha. Serious?!
Baby: Ah.
Hubbie : Slenger lah u .I ingat nak memaenkan u jer. Yg nutella u beli i makan, tap i pakaikan you yg repairnyer solution.
Baby : HUBBIE!!!!!!!!!
SHUDDUP PEOPLE!
Labels : I miss you.
@ 8:59 AM
Thursday, April 2, 2009 ♥
As i am blogging here, i am waiting for hubbie's call. It has ages since i did composition and karangans. I guess, whatever left with me before ending my secondary four education about, past tenses and bahasa berbunga, had drained away. I am uberly worried of what will be of me if i had continue to neglect on my languages. I am sure to have a big problem cause school is starting soon. Add on, my self-esteem had been so low.
I was still in bed when mum woke me up to look after my youngest sister, nurul. I was still in my dreamland. Eventhough i realised she will be spending her time herself, playing and singing to herself. I dun give any attention and continue my sleep. PEACE.
Then she came to me and shook me hard, "Kakak, nurul nak makan." But i still remain as bold as i am, i continue my sleep. But being the one and caring eldest sister, i dragged myself out of bed and bathed. Then, i went into the kitchen, and fry the 4 miserable nuggets left in the fridge for her. Its like once in a blue moon sehh kak hidayah masok dapur. Haha.
I got ready for NP although it is still early.
Perhaps. NP i quite okayy. But the cadets, is slacking i shall say. I and shida just cudden resist those cadets that purposely nak step up. irritating seyy. *infuriating- quoted by yana eh.... hehe
Labels : merepek per.
@ 8:47 AM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 ♥
OMG. I really miss schooling.
I miss 4E3 seyy.
Yesterday went to WGS to take my testimonial and certificate. But mine cuddent get released due to something. The 'something' is something that i am lazy to elaborate. If not, whole-wide-world know my problem. Whatever it is, patience is the key.
I met sufiah, lydia and shawal. As usual, we sure got something to talk and laugh about. While making our way to school, and as we laughed on small little things, from where i am standing, i am uberly proud that all of us made it to the next level after 4 years of express + stress education. The only thing is that, the will that you implant in yourself, the effort you made, and the prayers you said. Thank you ALLAH for my success.
I miss school and 4E3 alot. Unity is strength. And its true. we stand up for each other, and remain together no matter how tough it is. The jokes and mischievious things we did in class, still plays in my mind sey. especially our chemistry teacher, MR Liew. He is no longer in school. Haissseeyy.....
I and sufiah took the same bus to get to causeway. She's mitting her cuzzie while im going to work. Then i realised, the different colours of life each of us have lah kan. I am a few minutes late for work. But actually, HALF AN HOUR late. I rushed to the toilet to get changed. And swisspishly glide my way into the store room. Hoping no one sees me. BUT, my manager came in. JENG JENG JENG.
Manager : From where?
Hidayah : School.
Manager : Oh kay. Go hand over.
Hidayah : *FUH* and nods repeatedly like and obedient child.
Actually, yesterday i wasnt in any mood to work. So basically all my work were half done and undone. Shit man. Tmr work. Mid-shift.
During my free time, i usually blog hop. And its fun. Like i say, to see the different colours of life. To read about, emotional, happy-go-lucky, sensitive, proud, cocky people. It really exciting.
These few days, i had been un-mooo00oooodd. No mood it means. I had always throwing my tantrum at hubbie. The only reason is that i AM tired. I am seeking for attention. From someone i care and look up upon. The other half of me. The one and only someone that i had known for long. I am sorry sayang, because of my anger towards him, i venge it on you. The moment i want to talk about it to you, i felt it is redundant. Cause, by doing so, will make me even moo000ooo000ooodless. whatever it is b, I love you. And i will always do.
Labels : Frustration.
@ 9:53 PM
