ALOT of things to update.

I know I have extremely itchy fingers to change my URL again. Seriously for now, I cudden make up my mind. Hubbie gave me some thought, but its too long. I want something short and sweet and something that still resembles us. But I cudden make up my mind lahh. takper, nanti pun boleh. *haishh

New blogskin cause i got bored with the old one. I am just so fussy that alot of blog skins that i browse through din manage to catch my eyes. I am looking for one simple, mature and easy to update skin. Most of the skins I browse through were the childish-childish ones. Cartoons. Its not that I don't like them, but its kind of irritating to read my own post with the stupid but cute cartoon character at the foreground.

Mum and dad bought me a lappy for school. But still, I need to pay back after I get my pay for this month. There goes half of my salary. Not to school books but school lappy. Ergh!

I miss going out with friends. With my best buddy. People like Nai'mah, Sufiah, Shuhadah, Shazlin and blablabla. Sometimes I think my scehdule is too tight. But, what to do, I need to strive harder for my future month later. At least, it could lessen my parents burden to hold responsibility for my expenses. I'm sorry friends, that I had drifted further from you guys. Not that I wanted, but it happen.

Work PLACE are on my nerves now. Such a big pain in the arse. Want to know why? Alot of gatal people. But, I enjoy the free meals and blablabla. Thankiew. I told hubbie. Thought that he would get angry, but instead, he joked about it. That makes me respect him more. He changed alot since the first stretch of our relationship when he used to be so jealous over something small. But now... WELL DONE sayang.

I am so scared of my upcoming competition. I don't want to upset nor dissapoint hubbie/instructor. But, its just that, I'm lack of time. Totally lack of time. Add on, my confidence level... Urgh! I hate it this way. I seriously do. Cik sofi demands me to go for more training. Its not that I don't want. But, I have to think of my transport fare and etc.. To me, just wait and see how the flow will flow..

In a month time, i will be quiting job. But I am thinking, who will bear my daily and monthly expenses. It will surely add on to mum's burden. Haish.

I think, I'am done blogging.