Just got back from werk.
Darn tired.
Used up.

Early morning met naimah sayang at jurong east.
Had my lunch + breakfast with her then accompanied her to buy oranges for house visiting.
the price of the big orange is 2 for 1.99.
the price of the small orange is 5 for 1.65.
she wanted only two.
but the big orange is to big.
the small orange, quantity too many.
so we picked the the smaller one..put two aside for CHY xchge. other 3 put inside her bag.
BUT THEN!
she say.. macam slenger lahhh..
then she walked all the way bck to the small orange place, and throw everything inside!
IRRITATING! haha
and THEN! she walked to the big oranges and start picking.
and THEN! she put back and ask the staff if they could buy TWO oranges out of the 5 or not.
luCKY can!
For about 15 ++mins, we picked oranges.
Guess what, a man ask me questions when we are in giant.
He was looking at my outfit, just bcz im wearing a GUARDIAN UNIFORM.
haha.

Off to work.
I just couldnt get it, why some people just don't understand the meaning of "CAN YOU HOLD ON?"
I am attending to a customer, and there you are asking me this and that.
I just feel that,im like octopus ord.scanning, pressing, answering dumb questions like, GOT LIGHTERS?
LIKE DUH!
GUARDIAN is for health, beauty products, and u asked for a lighter, when actually lighters are for SMOKERS!!!

BLABLABLA...

I just realised, how much i missed letting out myself after talking to naimah.
For every single thing i say, is every single thing i felt.
The pain, the joy... I had to endure.

** If only i realised this is the result i had to face, waiting for u to fulfill ur promises, i had not put hopes. Hey baby, i had always wanted you to know, the reason why i got angry, is because of care. The reason why i got sad is because im hurt. The reason why i waited, is because of patience. The reason why i laugh is because im happy. The reason why i smile, is because im secured. The reason why i cried, is because i love you.

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