Which means it is my start of my career destiny kan?
Well, i got Nanyang Poly.
Course is manufacturing engineering.
April i will start the school days again.

So fast lahh everything.
Well just now, in the afternoon, mum work buddies came over.
After that before dawn, we went cwae.
After that i rushed for silat.

The T.M thr commented my seni.
I knew it. Dah rabak seh.
My tendangan and everything, lost!
Actually,its because of my 4 weeks rest from silat i guess.
NVM, there is always next time.

My leg injury is hurting me.
Like ERRR!
Very pain.

Lucky boyf understnds.
I just hope he got posted a.s.a.p..
I just felt so happy with him.
I love him.
I know, its not a unusual thing to say.
But i realise, for now,and i hope in the future, it will always be for him.
Yes, i do love him.
yes, i miss him more....

Tuesday, January 27, 2009 ♥

Just got back from werk.
Darn tired.
Used up.

Early morning met naimah sayang at jurong east.
Had my lunch + breakfast with her then accompanied her to buy oranges for house visiting.
the price of the big orange is 2 for 1.99.
the price of the small orange is 5 for 1.65.
she wanted only two.
but the big orange is to big.
the small orange, quantity too many.
so we picked the the smaller one..put two aside for CHY xchge. other 3 put inside her bag.
BUT THEN!
she say.. macam slenger lahhh..
then she walked all the way bck to the small orange place, and throw everything inside!
IRRITATING! haha
and THEN! she walked to the big oranges and start picking.
and THEN! she put back and ask the staff if they could buy TWO oranges out of the 5 or not.
luCKY can!
For about 15 ++mins, we picked oranges.
Guess what, a man ask me questions when we are in giant.
He was looking at my outfit, just bcz im wearing a GUARDIAN UNIFORM.
haha.

Off to work.
I just couldnt get it, why some people just don't understand the meaning of "CAN YOU HOLD ON?"
I am attending to a customer, and there you are asking me this and that.
I just feel that,im like octopus ord.scanning, pressing, answering dumb questions like, GOT LIGHTERS?
LIKE DUH!
GUARDIAN is for health, beauty products, and u asked for a lighter, when actually lighters are for SMOKERS!!!

BLABLABLA...

I just realised, how much i missed letting out myself after talking to naimah.
For every single thing i say, is every single thing i felt.
The pain, the joy... I had to endure.

** If only i realised this is the result i had to face, waiting for u to fulfill ur promises, i had not put hopes. Hey baby, i had always wanted you to know, the reason why i got angry, is because of care. The reason why i got sad is because im hurt. The reason why i waited, is because of patience. The reason why i laugh is because im happy. The reason why i smile, is because im secured. The reason why i cried, is because i love you.

** Apakah kekurangan dalam diriku, sehinggakan kau harus menguji perasaanku?
** Apakah kelemahan dalam diri ini yang kau tk mampu menilai? Sedangkan engkau harus menerima diriku seadanya.
** Apakah erti sayang, jikalau ada perselindungan di antara kita.
** Siapakah aku di dalam hidupmu?
** Apa ertinya kehadiran aku di dalam kamusmu???

@ 7:35 AM

Monday, January 26, 2009 ♥

Ni lah gmbr2 yg mampu ku edit bersame adik mira kus...haha

tnx - youuuu!

@ 5:43 AM

♥

Hey all!
I'm done doing up my blogskin which i miss doing it eversince.
Since, my lappy broke down.
Since, my time had all gone to work n work.

Today is Lunar New Year.
Nothing in mind,except for going to work tomorrow and collect my hangbao.
Got my first payslip.
Show it to my parents.
Its actually for me to save up myself for my own lappy to poly this year.
Time flies so fast that i thought that i am still a student in WOODGROVE SECONDARY SCHOOL officially.
That school actually bring alot of learning point to me.
The point in time when i grew up being a young adult, indulge in alot of sports & games, activities plus the fight.
My name will surely pass D.M mind if ever the teachers or councillor report about a fight that broke up.
Actually, i done get easily pissed of,but if that moron purposely ****-ed my family member, or even lay a finger on me.. She will get herself lying on the floor or in the arms of his/her friends. Just because of one intermediate blow from me.
Then, i will look and part of me will laugh, the other part will be sympathetic with the person.
In the end, i will just look at him/her and walked off, that's the best way to stop any other thing to pop up.

If not because of fights,my name will be mention as the leader of NPCC. Basically of my love and passion for my CCA.
Actually, i rather be in the squad then commanding the squad.
Therefore,being a cadet is rather sweet than planning for the CADETS.

Apart from skipping classes and schools, i also hid in the toilets and visited the canteen for my own free time. In the end, putting my name under the detention list. End up, crapping with people like Xavier and benedict in the RTC.

But of all that happen, the sweetest moment is, when I graduated from Woodgrove Sec. Plus, collecting my O level results. That, i ubberly won't forget.

Now, i have to look forward for my new future that lies ahead of me.. Being a polytechnic student. The only thing that comes to my mind when I began everything a new, is to be a good role model to my younger siblings.

As for my life between me and my family... As i grow up each and every day, i felt im closer to them. And ive secured a place in their heart, where they can secretly be proud of me and the tire in them had been repaid since the day, they brought me up.

"Kalau kakak setakat kat o lvl ajer.. Bermakner samelah kakak ngn kiter, tkder bezanyer.. I noe you can go further "

These werds are what exactly my parents said to me before i begin my Secondary 4 life.

I took that as a challenge. Plus the look downs from my own aunt and relatives. Without any tuition, i can do as well as them. Whereas, they with thousands of dollars worth tuition did merely like i did. So, you readers, judge.

As for my sayang..
Whatever it takes for us to go through, we had to take it..

"Aper aper yang terjadi, PASTI ader hikmah disebaliknyer.. Bukan mungkin, tapi PASTI"
"Kesabaran adalah senjata yang ternyata"

These are the quotes i learn in my 2 years and 3 months *still counting* with him.
Whatever it is, whoever you are, whatever our status are, i will still be your listening ears. I will still lend you my shoulder to cry on, eventhough there are alot of apeks and nyonyas, selling tissue.. :p

I need to be with you...

@ 1:31 AM

Saturday, January 17, 2009 ♥

HOTHIP NEWS had been going around since ive not updated my bloggie.

FIRST: Im a Cadet Inspector.
Its not something to brag about, but its something to seat and think for.
Being a leader is not something easy.
Its just about whether u can be one and born to be one.
Being a leader, actually,i was trained from young.
I am the eldest sister among my sibling.
So, it explains why.

NEXT: I got bursary
Something for me not to enjoy but to share with my family.

NEXT: I pass and manage to graduate as an O LEVEL graduate.
Apart from failing all this while!
At last, i passed and not failed a subject.
Alhamdulilah.
Thanks fer the encouragement
Thanks fer the halp and all.

NEXT: Ive got the long lost trust ive wanted eversince ive lost them from my parents.
I PROMISE i wont lie anymore.
I will bea good role model as a sister like i am to my juniors in NPCC.

THE DOWN THING IS..
im working and now, my time with my familyand most of all my syg..
LESSEN.
Alot of thing to catch up i suppose.

Wish all my friend a very good year ahead....
AND TO ME MYSELF, congrats...
HAHA!

@ 2:35 AM