Yesterday NDP training was a pull for me. I felt so tired. Well, i din noe why, but yah..i was so tired. Start off, i woke up late, supposedly, 10.30 i had to be ready and having breakfast, but at 10.30 i woke up. So i took a fast bath, skipped breakfast and went off.

At the woodlands interchg, i was walking towards the 168 bus line, i met nazim and the gayong peeps. I chatted a few minutes with them and off i went to que up. Actually i missed the 168 that im supposed to board due to my bad eyesight. I dun want to run all the way there to catch the bus and end up it is the wrong bus. HEH.

I was in the line listening to my MP3 as usual. I got a msg from Rizal. Told me to go out of the line and sit beside him outside. I and my bad eyesight luk around for him. It's easy to recognise him actually. It's actually the way he dress. His cap and jeans and white polo-T. So i sat beside him. He asked about my condition and how i took the situation. I just answered fine and ok wen actually, i missed her so much. That i teared a little that i din luk at him wen tokking. He apologised for her cudden come on Wednesday. I say its ok. I know he was busy with his stuffs, work and classes. & blablabla.

I saw Cik sofi and children. So i went in the line with them. I din tok much like i used to. So the whole journey to Uncle Aziz's house at tampines i kept quiet. I drop in front of the tampines reginol library and board bus no.29.

Did physics. Uncle Aziz and his usual comments PLUS chatters make me have the interest in physics. I hope i pass. I want to impress myself. and my parents. I know they are hoping the very best from me for my end yr. Well, prelims although din really count, but it makes me trigger so much if i cudden get the things on hands. I am trying my very best; my ultimate best.

Supposedly, at home, im supposed to attend the kenduri for my granny. But, i cuddent as this is the last previews. But at least ive did mine myself for her after my 'maghrib' prayers. And i felt closer to home. As ive mentioned in my previous posts, i prefer to be alone rather then have sum1 and it will tke my time to be with my family. WHICH i dun want it to happen.

p/s: ive took pictures for ytd ndp training. n ive uploaded it at my fwensta. TAKE A LOOK!