I am pissed of with almost everything.
Every single thing that im doing or tht ive done doesnt seems right.
And, oh yes, it sucks.
Im trying my best to let it off, but its difficult.
I am thinking of losing him totally, OH gosh, how will it be?
The more i want to not to think about it, the more i end up crying over it.
Dozen of litres of tears rolled down my cheeks, but is it seriously worth it?
Im not gonna beg, cause it won't seem sincere for him to accept me back.
I have asked for it to end, but in the end, he says he needs time.
Im giving him all the time, but is he going around finding a replacement?
If that is really the case, i wish u all the best and be happy always.
But if that isnt the case, i hope to spent my time with u on the 15th.
& Oh yes, i miss you.


Yesterday, did the silat performance in school.
And i love the video.
My very first performance.
Muhaimin have already uploaded it to youtube.
Type woodgrove inthe search box.
Then find silat performance.
Well done guys!
p/s: mdm samsiyah compliment me of the sharp movements.
deep inside, i begin to agree with him, seni is not that boring perhaps.
im lovin' it.

School had been so tiring.
And social studies period marks bedtime for me.
Eventhough how i control myself not to sleep, i will end up slouching on desk.
DNT werkpiece is finishing soon.
Just the legs and hands, then combine them...
AND DONE!
ive realised that the lesser work left undone, the lazier i become.

p/s: what should i regard myself as now?