POC,stepped down as staff sergeant





Congrats to those hu had made it to the next stage.
The cadets made me cried.
The speech touch my heart.

4 Years going through every camp, trainings, punishments, laughter and tears together.

This is where the characters of each people stands out.
The capable and less capable.
The strong and the less strong.
Where actually the outstanding leadership qualities that can be seen clearly.
And those that are able to lead.

Well, i know, not everyone will read this post.
But i will do it cause i know some will be able to read.



Friends, Sirs, Ma'ams
Had always been my side.
Teaching me the way of being a true leader.
There is a time when i know i had failed, but u pull me through.
Its fine with me if i had to struggle, but at least you are with me all the way.

Friends,
you are the greatest companion.
4 years through,created that strong bond.
Infatuation and hatred were even there,
but yet, we still survive.
We quarrel, disagree, but yet, we are still together.





Hanisah, Finna, Hazwani, Yana, Adila, Nuruddin, Aizat, Hakim, Danial, Faiz, Jasper, Azri, Adiqa and those sec 4's not mentioned.

WHEN WILL WE MEET AGAIN IN THOSE UNIFORMS?


WHEN WILL WE MARCH TOGETHER AGAIN IN THOSE FORMATION?

WHEN WILL WE PERSEVERE THROUGH THE PUNISHMENTS TOGETHER AGAIN?

The juniors,
ur performance really touched me heart.
I tried to held back my tears.
I dun want to cry on the day where i had to leave my knowledge with you guys.
I am gonna miss u guys.
Not miss scolding u guys, but miss JOKING and learning with u guys!


SIRS and Ma'AM
THANKIEW! For being there watching us grow.
Like Shida ma'am says, from wearing specs to not wearing specs.
YA, ive changed.
And from no rank to SOMETHING.
FROM no badge to the extend of getting tired of arranging the badges.



YES! I am GONNA MISSED THE FRIENDSHIPS BUILT. The camps. Punishments. And especially the comfort that that person gave me during the promotion camp wen i cried coz i failed bringing up the other juniors. BUT, now i know, we've succeeded.







K, YESTERDAY was my ferst month anni with him.
TEARS were drooling.
BUT YET,i manage to make him go home with a smile.
I LOVE HIM, and hope this r'ship will last.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ♥

IRRITATED.

Results for mid-year made me depressed.
Almost quit trying.
Because of sec 3 yr that i slack,
it really affect my performance for this year.
BLoo000oooo000die!

Woodgrove Idol is on friday.
Wonder ehh hu is the next.
Wadeva it is,not luking forward to it.

Tomorrow,
M.t intensive start.
Kumpulan satu.
Mdm azah asked me..."cik kak,awak ader aper2 ngn zulfikar ehh?"
"HUH?! tak lah!"
then i was wondering why she asked.
RUMOURS.
in I.T resource rm, while waiting,
mdm azah can matchmake those who had not mit sumone to love.
HAHA.thats wad mdm faridah says.
like at least, we noe them beta.
rather than owaes in class,drowning!

i felt a little irritated.
NOT KNOWING WHY!
BL000oooo000oooo000die again!

counting down to malay o lvl.
distinction pls.
SHU will have to give me reward!
haha.kk..
BLAH!

@ 8:38 AM

Sunday, May 11, 2008 ♥

BOREDOM

yesterday before going for silat at persisi
met boyfie at cwae to have breakfast.
i think he knows cwae beta then i do even though he lives in bukit batok.
heh.

then we went walking while waiting for shu.
we were making wild guesses why shu were no in mood.
heh.my wild imagination starts to take place.
then boyfie brought me to mini bits.
ask me to pick a keychain in exchange of my 'old spongebob'
'old spongebob' really rot.
it has no leg and no nose which survives with only a hand.
mind u ppl,not pair but a hand~

only observant ppl would notice it.
well afta picking one of it, wen down to take the bus to bedok.
the bus very pack.
AND BOYFIE IS VERY NAKAL.
then had training.
IT is doing formation day.
AND that gal is bloooo000ooooo000ooodie irritating.

then had early dinner ar LJS with syg,mira and nadiah.
afta went back home.
before heading home, we actually head to cozwae.



Today,
went to madrasah
LATE as usual wif shu.
will be having lisan next week.
got to really crack my memory cells to install all things ive to upload.

COZ im in resting-from-studies mood.

basically,thats the only thing i did for today.
the rest of the time, i did nothing.

I MISS HIM!

@ 7:16 AM

Friday, May 9, 2008 ♥

I feel the warmth and the love you gave me.

SECURED.

No school today.
Plan to slip till late afternn.
BUT CANNOT.
dah tk byaser arrr bgn lmbt2.HAHA.
WOKE up and get ready to get out!


Went to watch IRONMAN with sufiah, atim, aymeen and BRO.
THE LAST PART of the movie is making me so stress.
IRONMAN cannot die!
BUT yah, HE DIN!

Then go teman sufiah and the rest go eat at MAC.
While waiting for hubbie.

Met hubbie infrnt of 77th st.
I was wearing a green army print dress.
Din noe tht he will mit me with his FULL UNI.
So he tego me.
Wen we walked around cozwae he brought up my left arm n said baju army nmpk.
WELL,mine was wif flowers which actually differentiate a true and false army.
HAHA.

He then accompanied me to take the bus home.
Sufiah LEFT me!
HEHE!
SUFIAH and MEENNN was so mean!
THEY were teasing me wen i met hubbieeee!
DYAM ehh..LAST WARNING!

SHU werking at swensens.
Told hubbie.
He wanted to go in n said hi to shu.
BUT i stop it n say..
Blh masok suker2 ker??
he said tk leh.
THEN nak masok uat per cik abg oi!

Dad had to go for outstation at K.L for 3 days.
SLAMAT pergi dn PULANG ayahh..

@ 6:02 AM

Thursday, May 8, 2008 ♥

Irreplaceable

SCIENCE


physics.


no idea.


chemistry.


RABAK.





CONCLUSION: PRAY HARD!





Went to grab bubbleeee T at vista with sufiah.


TOP UP my hp credit.





Got back home.


CHANGED


went to hospital.


MLS nk elaborate part ni.





No mood to blog.


MCM tk kuaser g2!


haha..





wadeva lahh!!!

@ 8:17 AM

Wednesday, May 7, 2008 ♥

How can i endure the pain...

If the pain cant be avoidedddddd...

Is this the fate that lies infront of me??
Is this the challenge i have to undergo before reaching where i wanna be?
But why is it so hard and tough?

Tmr,
last two paper.
PHYSICS and CHEMISTRY.
all the best to chem.
Y?
coz i nvr read anything on it.
i focus too much on physics.


history n maths.
ok ok lahh..
DUNNOE can pass or fail.
BUT ok lahh..


I was telling mum,
dun tok to me in malay or eng language
but tok to me in numbers and formulaes.
and she goessss...:1 2 3 4
i said : HI-5
hehe.
we laughed.
that was the moment im waiting for.
the moment wen i n mum reunite back.
i feel secured, i feel loved.

SIS, was getting larger. and TALLER like duh!
one of this day...
she will be saying..
KAKAK PENDEK!
n i had prepare an ans
PENDEK2 refers to TOTAL CUTENESS.
heh.

FRIDAY boredom lehh.
shu not confirm
Hubbbbbyyy masok camp
Tmr teman-ing my mum for haziq's ceck up.

Buatmu ibu:

Ku pohon keredhaan atas kerahmatan yang di berikan

Ku pohon kaseh dan sayangmu buat bekalan di dunia

Kaseh ku buatmu ibu

tiada putus

BAGAIKAN rambut yg tersimpul mati

Tanpamu..

siapalah aku disisi duniawi...

Tanpamu...

tiada degupan di hati

Tanpamu..

Tak ku lihat keindahan alam ILLAHI...

cant wait for saturdayy..
boyfie ajak date.
HAHA.

@ 8:30 AM

Tuesday, May 6, 2008 ♥

What a day!

I had to suffer this whole day.

All by myself.

First off,
i quarelled wif boyfie.
YES no relationship without any fite.
BUT, i just hpe it wun happen can??
its too much for me to handle lahh.
other than that,
SIS is climbing onto my head like no one business.
HU THE HELL SHE THINK SHE IS?
well, perhaps, too much of pamparddddd-ness i gez.
ferget it.
n to my aunt,yg tk abes2 nk kutok,uat criter,
blh tlg senyap tk??
BISING AR! BINGET!
and to my JANTONG,
can u like stop having any ache for the time being??
ITS DAMN PAINFUL TO BEAR WITH IT.
WITH THE PROBLEM AND SUCH.
the ache causes breathing difficulties.
SHOOT!
Eyes kind of swollen.
Had slight fever.
ESPECIALLY after 3 hours of reading pure history.
SICK IN THE HEAD!
no harapan to pass...STILL wan study...
haha...just to get sum idea lahhh.
IF not paper kosong....
Rather not cum riteeee??!


AND BTW!
dis blog got spammer oreadddddyyy lahh..!
saper ehh? i mean..
WHO EHH??
common lahh...dun be afraid to tell me n my frequent readers hu are u.
u got the guts to spam my blog,
have the guts to tok to me ok??
ANW,
childish behaviour will not be entertained OKEH?
heh.

To BOYFIE:

Dun mention about him anymore will u?

Dun mention about the past anymore will u?

I am with u.

I had given u the love sincerely.

From the bottom of my hart and not forcibly.

Dun mention the werds that make me n my hart triggerrrrrr...

SAYER SAYANG KAMU!

NGERTI NGGGGAKKK????!!!

@ 7:47 AM

Sunday, May 4, 2008 ♥

Studying is my PASTIME!

My BEST FRIENDS SHARED THE SAME GUY!

Today

i never go madrasah

GOT haflah...SHU tell me one..

she say prize presentation.

SO...tk kuaser arr...

then..got slight fever.

STO00ooo0000ooo00000000000OOOOpid lahh.

I was relaxing..

DEN dad ask me to do his HOMEWORK.

got pay.

SO I DO.

haha.

AFTER THT

mum ask me withdraw monehh..

COZ she order pizza.

at home no cash.

I was half way back.

SHE koled me.

the delivery man dah smp.

haha.

I RAN all e wae frm vista kopitiam..

ask my sister hold my bble T.

I reached home..i perspire like wad..

haha..

the man like laughing.

KLAKAR PER??

aku lari utk kau tk ckp thankiew..

kau ketawer kan aku!

DEERRHH!!

CONTINUE with my revision.

PASTIME aku!

MATHS and PURE HISTORY EHH..

mind uuuuu!

GREAT COMBInatION.

BTW..

my best friend..

LILY and sufiah shared the same guy

NAME only..

haha..

ITS fun making joke out of it lah..

n sufiah...addicted to the scoobie doo joke!

SUKER SEYY KAU!

haha.

ok..

AKU BORING!!!

N YAH!

MOTHER TOUNGE INTENSIVE IS CALLINGGG

O LEVEL CANDIDATES SEATING FOR GCE O LEVEL...

PLEASE BE PREPARED..

N BTW!!!!

21 DAYS TO GCE O LEVEL MALAY PAPERR

ALL THE BESTT

@ 7:18 AM

Saturday, May 3, 2008 ♥

My Right Toe is Achingg

Pain lahh OI

Woke up at 9.30 sharp today.

Called him twice.

With the intention to wake him up as promised on the previous nite.

He din answer.

Slept back.

Woke up 10 minutes later

then call him..

But still no answer.

HAHA.

then slept back...Till 10 plus going 11 still calling him

BUT NO answer.

then blablabla...

he called me around 11 plus...

SHU AKU SAYANG KAU.

TABAH ehh kau MENANTI.

haha.

Met him at berth bus no.168...

thought he's late...BUT THEN we're late.

i din noe how many missed calls ive given him.

WEN asked...15 times.

haha..ok lahh tuu...

Training was tiring and hot.

BUT hubby make it not tiring..

Ehh..i love him okehh..

HAHA...dyam dayah!

going back was memorable...

He said..

I LOVE YOU in the busss..

@ 7:38 AM

Friday, May 2, 2008 ♥

Time CHECK!

3.05 am..

Went school. Tool my S.s paper and History paper 1.

I din put in as much effort as i thought i wud.

Its either a fail or a marginal pass.

Planned with sufiah to go library.

Im late.

Well,not me..but waited for my sis and mum.

Mum bought me a new sportswear nike bag.Blue in colour.

The things around me like all blue like dat.

My hp is black and blue.

My School Uniform skirt is blue.

My fav pen ink is blue.

My room is in blue.

And i got a bruise which is in blue n black.

So whats urs?? HEH.

Thought of studying physics.

But in turn out to be talking and sharing session.

Then GOT some KIASU pathetic, auntIES or shud i say NYONYAs, which came to lib just now,and so kiasu-ly tke the books from the librarian and trollies.

The librarian were shaking her head.

HAHA..they even followed the librarian wen she wanted to put the books on the shelves.

STo0ooooOOOO0000oooPID!

HAh.Din mit boyfie today.

went home earlier as usual.

Mum had been nagging me on phone about the lappy.

She asked me where to plug in the cable to mouse.

And wen done, she asked me y cannot connect to internet.

HAHA!LIKE DUH!

My mum knows nothing about internet, and she expect me to explain to her on phone?

HAHA..and she will go...:AH? cam maner kak? Tak fhm lahh..LEcehh LAH.

Back home,

slept after maghrib prayers.

Woke up at 10pm.

I was so dizzy.

Went bck to slip.Boyfie called.

Told him i was so tired n sick.

Something rong with me in the body i think.

I got frequent headaches. I got rashes. I got blue black on my body; without knowing why. I got on n off fever at nites. And today..i got diarrhoe.And i think i injured my rite toe.But not knowing y.hehe.

PLUEHHH!

Studied from around 11 to 2.30...

Cudden absorb anymore..Went to blogg..

Dear:

I know i hurt u before i fell for u.

I thought that we can nvr be together.

I thought that i will nvr mit u ever.

But now, ive pened my eyes,my heart,where i mit u back.

And where my heart really open for a guy like u.

You may be a long lost contact,

but it seems that ive known u for long.

I hope our laughter wun end here.

I hope our love doesnt have an end.

I hope we could be together,

walking through the path which destine our destiny.

For i am so sure that,

I had Love u so....

@ 12:01 PM

Thursday, May 1, 2008 ♥

BORING TO DEAFFF
DEATH i mean

Early morning dad as usual starts nagging.
"Biler aku ader umah sumer uat keje sendiri.Biler aku kt lua, sumer sibok suroh blek.SUSAH!EH dayah kau pmpn ke laki?dah pukol brp maseh tk bgn??"
haha.
his usual werds!~

n i will go...: Dyam lahh..Org pmpn.Aru kul 8. Blm kul 12 lagi. Nti arr..
*take the pillow n drooooolzzzz*

"Namer anak dara.Tap..hish! Bangunlahh..G sarapan."
and he will continue....on n on n on...
till i get up n go to shower.
HEHE!


then went to sarapan at Teh Tarek at marsling.
Then went home.
Did sum study.
Sis behaviour is on my nerve.
Her attitude is getting worst!
ive tried to control....TAPI sejauh manerlah kesabaran manusierrr oiii!
I found my old spec.
But it is so loose.
The screw like can cabot anytime.
HAHA. So i use my dnt knwledge.
to screw it.
HAHA.Soo0ooo Sto00ooo000oopid of me~


Then last minute,dad ajak g J.b
Accompany him buy things.
Eleh aku tau...dier kalu ader aper2 sumer carik aku dlu.
HEHE.
Then dah bli brg tu...
Go macdonalds at commonweath.
TRUST me..
the scenery is so romantic..
N i saw a tortoise on my way back!
HAHA..yg laen kt batu,dier kat tgh2 perjlnan org....

Then,aku yg sudah sememangnyer baekkk..

ANGKAT TORTOISE TU,
and put it wif his fwens.

hehe.

Back home.
Half way through S.S
blogging here.
BORING lahh..


To whoever it is:
Memang dayah dulu nakal.
Tapi skg,dayah ubah.
Bagi lah dayah peluang.
janganlah buat dayah bagai orang asing.
Dayah ttp sebahagian dr kuarger kiter.
Tak sumer org sempurna.
And begitu jugaklah dayah...

OI i MISS YOU LAHH GENDENGG!!
hehe

HE said scooby doo biiiii doo!!!

i sAiddd...whr are u??!!

@ 3:56 AM