Tired!
Penat!
Letih!
Monday silat.
Tuesday rehat.
Wednesday silat.
Thursday mass run & npcc.
Friday p.E.
Saturday silat at PERSISI.
Sunday madrasah.

HAH kau!
haha.

but!
study still study.
malam silat.ptg blajarr!
so...no worries..
all the other commitment akn henti during the prelims i hope!

but i noe..i can do it..
INSYA-ALLAH...

Sunday, March 23, 2008 ♥

Ini yg aku dpt afta all this while aku ubah care hidop aku.
Dulu, org knl aku bkn ngn namer aku.
Tp dgn prangai BUROK aku.
Tmpt lamer aku kt jurong.

Afta i moved house, all the way to woodlands,
far away frm those influences,
i wanna repent. I changed.
Hidop yg krg nmpk aku skg,jauh lebe beza dr aper yg krg nmpk aku skg.
Kalau skg,krg pgl aku setan,dulu aku dajal.

Tak semua org ALLAH jdkan sempurna.
Mungkin ader yg dikurniakan suare yg merdu,
wajah yg indah,
tp prangai? MASYA-ALLAH.
kau brubah setelah kau dikenali ramai.
Setelah kau menang dlm perjuangan kau.
Siket pun kau tk raser bersyukur ker?
Aku support kau.
Dan ini balasaannyer??
Aku siket pun tk kesah.

Aku heran arr,
aku pun tk tau aper aku nk uat lag.
Aku tk tau mcm maner lg nk diri,
aku prangai burok org mengater,
aku berbaik,org naek kepaler.
Aper yg krg nak?!

Aku bkn jenis pmpn yg suker cariik hal lah.
TOtallie not me.
Jgn bbl kalu tk tau criter,
jgn mengater kalu tk tau sbb.
Krg manusier,aku pun manusier.
Krg uat silap,aku pun!

MMG aku pemarah.
Tap aku mrh krn sbb!
mmg aku arrogant.
Tap aku arrogant sbb aku di jadikan begitu!
itu pendirian aku.
Korang igt aku suker gdh?
aku suker carik hal?
HAHA.
not me!
krg benci aku?!
ckp depan2!
bkn kat blog!
aku anggap krg kwn,
tp ni ker kwn?
ni ke kwn yg aku anggap teman?!
aku klu angkuh,tk siket pun aku senyom lah!

krg kutok aku?
fine!
segaler kutokkan krg aku trimer!
everything!
tp igt,
sesungguhnyer,ALLAH tu maha adil.
skg krg ketawer kan aku?
ok tkper.
ketawer lah sepuas2 hati kau.
aku siket pun tk heran.
krg pgl aku "wadever" the name is...
fine!
aku trimer.

sesaper lah kwn aku yg igt aku btl,
sememangnyer,krg slh...
sbb aku kan org yg suker carik hal!
slamer ni,4 tahun aku ngn krg,
ni yg org nmpk dlm diri aku.
Hanyer penilaian yg burok org nmpk!
tp pernah drg nmpk yg suci?!
haha.tk pernah kan.
jgn krg babitkn diri dlm hal nie.
semangnyer....no use!
tk guner.....dn sekirenyer aku ubah,ini bkn kemahuan aku.
tp org yg mintak~!

@ 7:29 AM

Thursday, March 20, 2008 ♥

This week was so down fer me.
One after another.


Trained so hard for my campcraft competition.
End up cudden turn up for the day.
Not that i din wan, but its that ive to go awayy..
All the wae to kuala lumpur.
Im sorry guys..
Hope u people understand!
And..all the best people!

to shida ma'am sowie if i disapoint u in a wae or other.
especially to the team.

monday silat training was fun.
totally fun as we played tapping.
i n shuhadah pair up.
we were not only tapping,but more to sparring!
haha..

bruises on my leg worsen.
the old bruises that my dad gve me and the long and hard pole that hit me look so obvious oready!


wed i escaped from my social studies choice.
wif my partner-in-crime.
then went to go do DnT at the r.c.
some ppl hve to grow up i think!

today,
NP was perfect.
drilling all the waee...
sorry again guys..

Well,
people on the earth..
if u guys reallie hated me..
say it all out..
u guys hate me...
co of my attitude.
grow up?
hu then shud grw up?
me or u guys?
The fucking attitude u give me..
is more then enuff fer me to tolerate myself.
hot tempered?well,mirror urself then.
im throwing bck the tables to u guys.
big group?so whatt??big deal??
im not moving till i reach the finishing line lahh ppl!
since u guys say,
it is ok fer me to rite my anger here,
im doing it rite now!
catty, u r not part of it..
so shut up!

shidah, grow up! fite for ur ownself

kelvin, non of ur business n be gentlemen.how cud shidah fall for a guy tht have no sense of gentlemenism eh??

gary, i suck??u suker i gezz..u guy??big deal??i low class??think again!

eileen, dun b a kpo..it has nothing got to do wif u.n,be brave to stand up alone...

dah lahh,tambah doser aku jer kutok org...

baek aku bersabar dan menyerah.
skalipun krg nk pukol aku,pukol lahh..
mati hidop bkn kt tgn krg.
tp tangan ALLAH S.W.T.
balasannyer...bkn krg yg tentukan..
tp DIA. aku siket pun tk takot.
ketakutan aku..bukan utk krg...
tp utk DIA...
smoger krg kembali ke jln yg lebeh luros..
sememangnyer daya permikiran krg tk luros sungguh...

@ 5:58 AM

Friday, March 14, 2008 ♥

Ive just learnt new stuff.


Its been a moody term for me.


Well,its kind of late to blog on this but i will just do it,for the sake of blogging..


Ive made improvements to my grades in term 1.


But have to put in more effort to my pure history subj.


Its challenging though. But yah,fer the sake of $43 dollars paid for my o level on that subj, just mugg through it lahh..





Bf,been so busy on silat.


But yah,he still did not neglect me.


Just hope for the best.


Though,he always woke up late to meet me,janji melayu katerkan..


Not a problem though..





Ive just did sum editing on our photos..

here it goes...



Stay tune for this ehh..
Look below..






He luks more to mat rapper..
But anyway..he is quite hardworking then me in doing the household chores..
Alah,aper pun b,i ttp sygkan u lahh...
haha...walau semcm maner pun u nk act cute..
i'm always cuter lahh syg..

The love that instill in us...

Make us into ONE..

@ 7:41 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008 ♥

Everything are in a MESS!
idk wads up for me lately till i was down n down n down even deeper..

Monday,
i went to vivo wif sufiah, atim and yad..
sufiah gve me the time wif yad..
so we were sitting down n tokking and even dazing..
thats our memorable place a year ago..
its onlie dat, we went there 14 march 2007
n this year...10 march 2008..

Back home, siap utk silat.
i took the blue colour uniform ferst lahh..
blh uat utk seni..
then pay another 30 bucks fer the black one in olahraga.
ok lahh tu..

Tues,
went to school skejap.
lepak kt np room ngn faiz n shu.
coz the NCC boys nk biskut dr np rm.
i n shu planned to go elsewhere...but raining on n off..
better of in bed.
so..we lepak at my house..
n practice on some dropping techniques..
tern out so fun that i actuallie perspire ehh..
then do sum of the kicking n puching...
the funnie part is..
i n shu nk spar lah kire..
then she wanted to punch me..i got to block.
then dunnoe..out of the blue moon i slapped her..
then WE LAUGHED EHH!!!....
hahaha..

at nite..
get hold of sumone blog..
ntah lahh yer..
aku baek,org pijak kpaler..
aku jahat..org benci..
nk yg maner nieeE?!!

@ 9:43 PM

Wednesday, March 5, 2008 ♥

Heats went out OKEH!
held at innova j.c..
as usual..
my spikes went around..
haha...ive to get the spikes changed..
useless actuallie..
RASUL even commented on it..
haha...sowie lahh..i wil get it change before the finals okeh?
hope i get qualified to the finals lahh..

shot put n me cudden get along ehh..
got fourth i think!
haha..
coz i was rushing to mit yad..
haha~~

YOU!! i blh jd giler seyy taddd!!!
haha....rinduuu bangat dehh!!

@ 4:02 AM

Sunday, March 2, 2008 ♥

CAMPCRAFT competition was postponed~!
the gd thing is dat...more time for the blisters on my palm to heal.
the bad thing is dat..it has not ended lehhh..

Yesterday went to visit sufiah in the hos..
all the wae at S.G.H..
THINGS THAT HAPPEN:
-Last min planned to go wif yikee n shawn..Tot that they will be late..But then epein was late.
-Reached outram park station. Had trouble finding LILY..She was at the N.E.L but we were frm the EAST!...
-Went bck heading to the N.E.L..suppose to drop off at DHOUBY GHAUT..*however it is spelt AS*...but then we missed it..1 stationn...coz all of us were bz tokking..

Today went to madrasah..
Tot i mite get late...tgu kau mcm rutin aku every week,shu syg..
lucky eh aku kol kau..klu tk..blm bgn!
saw my dad..so begged him to sent us to madrasah..
we are early..
but...~
we went to sembwg mart...so we are little late!
haha..
then got bck..
tertdo mati kat dlm bus...
Shu kejot then sayer PISAT kejap lahh..
bbl ngn dier pun mcm org mabok..
wen to cwae..teman dier tukar duit..in the end..
dier blanjer mkn donut!
then kter ddk kt bwh blk jap..
n MKN..
kter tk mkn kt cwae td sbb..takot nti byk laki sbb jln sambil mkn ehh shu?haha..

@ 12:52 AM