Mon...
OTW to np...terserempak rasul, amir and irwan..
then i n rasul had a friendly sparring..
in the end..i was so tired..so i pinch his nipple ~ haha
then he shouted n i ran!!
haha..

Tues...
In the canteen got fight...
No other than me lahh..
this sec 3 gal,A, not happy coz my fwen pauto her of bringing cigga to sch..she tot me..
so tht day..in the canteen i was eating..
she shouted at me..
i took the ground and stood up...
went to her...
she kicked me twice because my fwen all tahan me wif one teacher holding me..AFTER the secnd kick, i got out of control, swing my body once..all let go..
then i go forward n kick her once..enuf for her to tumble..
then i walked off laughing...
MR j. came..every1 were looking fer me..
then..
jeng-jeng-jeng..HIDAYAH walked in lahh seyy..
haha..
got suspended fer the day..n serve detention fer the next day coz i retaliated~haha

today..
A letdown day...
some shud noe wad i meant..
those hu dunoe..
dyam2 arr...haha..
scored 8 for hist..
haha..

ANW!!!
all the best-O to my sis tmr sports day..
mati mati nk pki spike shoe aku..
klu tau pki tk per..
nti lari2 kang jato...padan muker hang!
hah!!

Monday, February 25, 2008 ♥

HAHA..two days ago din update.
Coz din feel like it..

Yesterdae got bck hme frm madrasah..IN the 901 bus alone..
this indian msian guy sat next to me...

Him: Hey.i aru alek frm melaka.
Me: *gave that blur look* ouhh.
Him: U takda kwn arr??
Me: HUH?hmm..ader.
Him: U lawa pki tudong.
Me: ah.
Him: Tgl maner?
Me: Ah..sini arr..*point to my blok through the window and pressed the bell*
Him: Blh kasi itu num tk?
Me: Cik,sayer tlg tahan lif yer..*saw a mkcik carrying alot of things at the lift lobby.*

he walked off n went to the stair.I thought i saw him b4.haha.

Today,Sufiah,unwell..
Went to sch and reached 7.01am..Sent by my father

Ayah: Kul brp kua?
Me: Skg arr..Ayah kaki saket arr..
Ayah: Abeh??
Me: HMMM...antar akak...*the OH-PLEASE luk*
Ayah: Mcm2 arr kau..Cpt.

My sis saw..n got jeles.So she took followed us to my dad car and went in w/0 bth of us realising it.HAHA.

Got bck..Chg to np pt-kit.Went to sch.
Supposed to campcraft.
In the end..DID flagpole once.
And then help lukout for the shelter.
Then went to the NP rm wif din n FInna.
then sparring n kicking the padding in the rm WIF NURRUDIN!
haha..Got the video..
Want see..
TELL me..coz in the end..I threw the padding at his ARSE!~
haha...
we are not silat-ing,which is our main objective..
BUT we are sumo-ing~
haha

kk..NOW tgh siap2 fer my TRAINING!
had to bath again.wen i planned bathing afta sch n not to perspire.
BUT then..i perspire like HELL!

@ 2:53 AM

Friday, February 22, 2008 ♥

A short day todayyy..
afta sch i went out wif my mum to the hospital..
sum chinese ppl there simply cannot give and take..
bloody irritatingg...

pity my mum..
hate her company alot!
they SUX okehh??!

anw..
good luck to the performers tmr..
n..
i still no idea wad to wearrrrr!!

@ 4:05 AM

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 ♥

Common test reaults are out.
sum are unexpectable..sum are so no good ehh!!
only left eng n hist!

well..i tink cinter lamer berputik kembali..
afta he slowly teach me the moves...though it happens in frnt of my parents..
he seems so calm..although he was rejected...he put the best act...

aesthetics nite otw....
dunnoe wad to wear arr!

dnt reach ideation...
gd move lahh..
n gez wad!!
i can do shuffleeee!!!
WOOOHHOOO!!!!!

@ 5:27 AM

Sunday, February 17, 2008 ♥

Zulfikar,gave me an offline msg dat reaali make me appaul. But well, im sowie..i to reject again..
Sumhow..the msg he gave me SOUNDS sincere..but..again,personal recounts teaches me ALOT tau..

yesterday,i went for the high rope course..took the flying fox and went in the tunnel,walk on the wire,slide myself of skateboard on air..stood on a high log on the tip and jump as if im doing a show..got the rod let it off and stood on air..wen down like david blaine..and found an old blister wif a blood clotting in it..3 blisters to one palm..on to the rite palm sum more..so,excuses for not completing hmwrk,i cudden rite..haha...

madrasah today learnt arabic..knew how to speak a lil of it..it isnt as ez as u tink it is ehh...bck home..n here i am..doing this..dunnoe wad to do again...boring gyler okkkehh!!

@ 2:15 AM

Friday, February 15, 2008 ♥

Hatiku resah menyatakan

Keresahan hatiku yang semakin gelama

Bukan aku tk sudi menerima

Namun hati ini yang tak mampu bercinta...

Tiada guna kita bersama

Jika ia hanya satu sandiwara

Tiada patut untuk aku berkata

Kerana aku bukan insan istimewa...

Hanya rakan biasa sahaja

Mencukupi untuk kita berdua

Bukan cinta tiga segi aku resah

Malah,ikatan persaudaraan hancur berderai...

Haiseeeehhh BEDAH!

weell..its such a hurting experience to hurt sumone hu loved u.
frm personal recount,things reallie teaches me.
ALOT. n i mean it...alot..
I wanna repent n get out frm the past.
I wanna strt anew in life..
I hate it wen ppl tok behind my bck..
i dun nid gossips but ppl,live wif the fact lahh..
Campcraft training just now was fun..
coz it wasnt so tough n stiff.
the fancy armdrills just now was okeh.
but aryani absence mess things up.
she din gave any kol to state that she was late.
wadeva it is.
i love the last part.
coz ppl was laughing as ppl laugh ween the strings were on my formation sign.

TMR go ubin.
got HRC.
last minit bought a new trackpants..
the old one is under repairment..

ok lahh...DATs all...

@ 6:12 AM

Thursday, February 14, 2008 ♥

Yesterday afta choice met finna to buy the presents for the exchg gift.
NPCC today was okeh. FUN. memorable.
sec 1's were lovely..
they named me siti n seashell..
thnx to aizat n company ehh..
afta np jus nw,we exchg presents.
i went off last..
sbb paiseyy lahh..
then aizat was my actuallie blind date.
so he gave me a bangle wif neva ferget fwenz werd on it.
it is swit.and he gave me a brooch.a billabong one.
thankiew aizat.
i bought him a wallet,polo spitrit i tink!

Go down the list to find out abt how i tink about my common test.
1. eng- a lil of confidence
2. geo- got confidence
3. phy- no confidence
4. ss- no confidence
5. chem-no confidence
6. MT-rabaknyer resultt ehh
7. emaths-got confidence
8.pure hist- ehem!no confidencee!!

so...grade me wif this!!!
terok okehh!!!!!

@ 5:22 AM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008 ♥

Stomach cramps n the slight fever makes me feel so weak.
Irritated and Annoyed.
The pains.
The tests.
The works.
The commitment.
The problem.
ALL in my head TAWUUUHHHH??!!

DnT for O's now im at my choosen problem.
Common test.going well at ferst.
Then now..Like i dunnoe how ehh.
hope the result okehh lahh.

Hope things are going on well.
And as for thursday..
I hope it will tern out well...

@ 6:07 AM

Monday, February 11, 2008 ♥

I studied for my geog test n it tern out to be okehh.but today i was so exhausted afta silat then i din do my revision for chem.i hate chem anw.no interest so no use.tmr then i strt.so today..after blogging then i will slip.
well training tadi kan..mcm okeh g2..tk pnt sgt..tk boring sgt..tp i was cocked up coz the kicking,punching and blocking are soooo diff frm silat..some of the kicking ive nvr even seen or done..i will try to balance my studies n training jd..more advantage to go for competition..
well,vdae is nearing..i had no dates..but the draw outs that we are playing with the NP ppl are on..SO,see how it GOES..mesti ader KICKKK ehh!!
haha..aches n muscle sbb dh lamer ehh tk buat nie sumer..ni lahh..mama beria-ia..haha..dier kater dier pun nk masokkk..macam btl..frm my home she even tke bus to my sch..which is only a 5 mins walk mind u ppl...haha!!alasannyer,mamanyer kaki pnt lahh kak..yelahh tuu..dr sini g vista pnt hari2 blh..g sch yg tk smp 5 min PENAT dikaternyer??haha..mcm betolll jer mak aku nieee!!

@ 7:23 AM

Saturday, February 9, 2008 ♥

In a dilemma..
Follow to the pool with family or go to the library to study with friends for tmr common test??
she wants me to be with the family..i noe..the whole chinese new year hollie..i din went out wif my fwens..i stayed home doing ntg..
even yesterday,i spent my day with family..
isnt tht enuf?
i wanna go out not to have fun but to study!

@ 7:48 PM

Friday, February 8, 2008 ♥

My lappy yesterday dun friend wif the internet line. So i cudden update n ceck my fwensta.
Well, this reallie IS SHOCKING wen onlie one day i had not ceck my fwensta i saw alot of things... First the comments in my profile frm the 3 GUYS...secondly a picture of me n yad on sumone elses profile as the primary photo...

Shahri,klu awak raser aper yg awak buat tu dpt menyakitkan ati sayer skaliepun..awak silap! siket pun ati sayer tk teraser..tp sikap awak yg menunjukkan ciri-ciri desperate awak tu yg membimbangkan sayer..kalu perasaan marah tu kat sayer..tlg jgn babitkan org laen..sememangnyer ati sayer ni bkn utk awk!aper slh sayer sampaikan ini care jln awak??ati yg tk nk menerima krn sikap awak yg pernah menggunerkan pmpn2 laen..fer that touchy2 purpose ehh??u tink u can do tht to me???well,ive not fallen into ur trap....so FERGET IT..!n one more ting! i hate ur blog!!!!

mum knws abt it...ANW,chineessseee new yr hollieee was superrrrbbbly boring okeh?!!!

@ 12:02 AM

Tuesday, February 5, 2008 ♥

It started off wen i ate in class during DNT period. The krepek was so nice but HARD. it is salty but tasty..so, how do u grade that? Mdm samsiyah saw i was munching in front of her early morning took the krepek frm my table n ask me to eat vitamin food so that my brain will werk. ANW, my brain IS working..that i manage to do not a full page of my design situation n ended up in the BIN. then wadeva during MT...meeza was so pale after P.E lesson..lily not in sch! escape frm P.E i think..haha..no lahh....we discussed abt binaan ayat...n i gez..ive fergotten to blog abt me speaking bhs baku in class fer discussion lahhh..it was so funny coz my tounge was all over the place in my mouth..i rather sing then i speak..i find singing easier to speak baku..how the teachers can actuallie do it ehh?!!haha..
then recess time, that sania told me tht shidah blogged abt me..ACCUSING me of strting out the fite. WELL, god knows the best...i dun wanna find where her blog is..coz..that will even add on to my anger...so i decided to leave it..
then maths test was ok-ok for me..got a lil of confident..
HISTORY was so short just now..we tok abt the rise of STALIN...and ABT lenin not wanting STALIN succeed himm...ASL dengki sangat??haisssshhh...
Assembly was more to aesthetics things..sumthing i dun enjoy watching..the M.C was like dying..n pls..go fer COMPERE'S courses...u are so plainnn...
NPCC punishment day today...ok lahh..this batch was kinda fine coz the 'rebellious' ppl were not in..n ive taught them their sedia,senand diri,turning and hentak kaki...due to MR CHENG's instruction...N i was so happy wen they were hentak-ing at the same leg and berhenti together! WOW! despite all the punishment...they succeed...then afta all that...i joined the campcraft ppl n CO..a slight improvement n can be beta..

Riyadh...ive been neglecting ur msges but the memories of a year plus with u...wun vanishh..its too hard fer me...n pls..dun use any1 as a bait for u to ferget me...slowly u will...

Khai...friends are more then enuff..i prefer building friendships first...

Shahri...i noe ive hurt u alot..but m i to b blame for not loving u like u did? the presents u gave me..i hope its sincere but not asking fer love..if so..i m willing to retern every single thing bck to u..i hope..u will lead a happier life...

tats all!

@ 7:22 AM

Sunday, February 3, 2008 ♥

Today was so relaxx g2.
My hp was so sunyi..Mayb slh sendiri lahh..Org msg aku tk nk rpl kann..
But then kann..I got a msg frm yad..so i tot of kolling him to ask y..then blabla..
UNEXPECTED arr..

Wen fer madrasah..got this two minah yg tkder kening in my class..FUH!minah2 skg g madrasah tauuu... all the while my eyes were looking around..n SHU..ur mouth ehh...watch tauu..aku enggak mahu carikk gara-gara dong..slept in the bus..then wen to cwae to show shu wads in my mind fer the gift..then she sayy..the best is bangle..coz image impact..tak lawa sgt..so...made up my mind..madrasah ends at 2.30..but reach home at 4.30+...

Then lek2...then took my long NAP.. then my dad woke me up by throwing a file on me..showed him the annoyed face..n ran to kick his round stomach!then blablabla...smp lahhh skg..

AKU MENDAKKK OKEHHH!!
but planning to do design fer class T..
tmr show the classs...
LIME GREEN is 4E3'08.....
JGN ganggggguuu!!!


how lame its suppose to be...??

@ 6:01 AM

Saturday, February 2, 2008 ♥

Usah kau mencari

Kerna aku berada di sini

Bersedia menjadi pengganti

Yang dahulu kala pergi...

Usah kau Ragui kesetiaan ini

Kerna aku setia menantimu

menanti saat kita gelar kekasih

Akan aku ucap kalimah kasih...

Kalimah kasih yang dahuluku dengarkan

Kini tuan yang punya kata curang

Tak dapat aku endahkan

Perit hati menahan lara...

Tak ingin aku kau merana

Kerna kasih yang aku taburkan

Bagaikan tiada penghujungnya.

Luhur hatiku menyayangimu..

I wanted happiness..I wanna lead a blissfull life..Bear me n my werds...Coz i myself wun noe it its true or not..I may be laughing..But i may be crying..deep down..u wun noe..I may be even wondering..How long will this cut heal...So as for me to be happy..
STOP pestering..as it wun werkk...

Ohh dearrr...

@ 8:45 AM

Friday, February 1, 2008 ♥

U shouted at me n u say u din scold me?
All this while ive been helping u to bring them up..n this is wad i get afta those freakos came back?!
bloody hell...u ask fer it..
u say i wasnt a good leader coz i cudden make them follow me??well...look hu's toking...u tink u are a good leader??that evry1 wanna follow???n for goodnes sake,bcz of tht basturds...u made me cried n feel like giving up!

Today it was like....im HAPPY!...coz....haha!!!for me to noe n for u to find out!!!!
YEE HAA! oh godd....tmr cnfem menddaakkss!!


i will let u off....coz u nid me no more...

@ 6:08 AM