Thursday, January 31, 2008 ♥
I had to blow it off jus now. It was so pain to hear u F*CK me in frnt of the ppl. Wad are my effort worth for for this 4 yrs then? if u can't respect me as an I.C then respect me as a human being. pls lahh be mature ehh..i dun quarrel for nothing.i had better things to do. n i dun nid u to be there jus to mke the teachers PROUD of u. F*CK oFF lahh..thanks to sania aizat n taufiq..klu krg tk tahan aku td..tk tau lahh aper jad...
to shida eileen n gary..if u guys tink im scard of u guys..holy cow! NO ehh! nk settle kan kt sini bkn kt luar..anw..krg kedi..aku srg ngn krg 3 org? igt krg knl bdk luar aku heran ehh??
pi mampos arr tu sumer..krg manusia aku manusia..krg amek pledge..aku amek pledge...
if the teachers are gonna give me scoldings...PLEASE BEAR IN MIND THAT I WUN BE AS ACTIVE AS I USED TOO..U CAN HAVE THEM..BUT NOT ME!
i had kept it fer so long...n now...IM SORRY THAT I HAD TO GIVE IT ALL OFF!
WE did the DRAWS...n i got him..n he got me..haha..ideas to buy him wad?he doesnt noe abt it yet i suppose!haha! i knew coz he was luffing!n he tld the rest i gez...haha..
IM TIRED!
stop the nuisance lah....
@ 4:42 AM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 ♥
TAK sangker kau pengecot!
TAK sangker kau lps tangan!
C'MON ppl...dun dissapoint them.
werk hard.
have commitment.
teamwerk!
pls....
STOP pestering me.
i dun nid it.
i nid time.
i dun nid presents.
but i nid TIME.
pls..
understnd it lahh!!!
IM TIRED!
IM SICK!
IM OFF!
ohh pls..
@ 6:22 AM
Sunday, January 27, 2008 ♥
C.I.P tiring.
carrying ting is burden-ning.
but then,i still succeed as a team as a class..
wen to Cik hamid's home..got bdae party. abg fairuz,kak ina, n ayu changed alot. fashion nowadays destroy kids n their morality soooo easily. KUWaiIIIInkkk.. rabak! wen i.m.m and do shooping.bought a new dress fer myself. thaankkieww mama..
satu hari suntuk bergerak..din go madrasah..yesterday mama say wanna go kenduri..then mistaken the date...next week one...so we chnge plan n go to zoo instead...wads her motive bringing me there oso i dunnoe.reached there..so the ah-meng n co. we will began shouting "ehh mama lahh..." "ehh kakak lahh" "ehh..saper2 lahhh"..mcm mengutok g2kannn...haha..
then got bck..go watch my dad play soccer di jrng nyer futsal nyer aper bender tahh..then receive msg frm sum1 reminding me abt tmr.then i m ignoring yad's msgs.then go mkn2..then got home..n then kena diarrhoe..however it is suupoooose to be spelt ehh..!
Kepada SITI HAFSAH..
tros trang tu bkn hal aku..tu hal kau ngn abg aku..tp memandangkan skg kau dh jentik aku..kau dh brani maen taik ngn aku...aku tak akan biarkan kau lps g2 jer..aku tau skg kau tgh jejak aku..sdgkan hp num aku pun kau ader..msn aku kau ader..blog aku pun kau aderr..sebaek2nyer biarlah aku bukak criter nie...
Kau hiner kuarger aku atas bwh...kau tudo abg aku rosakkan kau..kau kater aku aniayer kau..kau pk aku trimer?? ehh pmpn...kau tlg lahh sedar diri kau..bulat mcm bola..lebar mcm hippo..jgn uat malu arr klu aku dpt jatohh kan kau..skg kau blh arr belagak,abg dah msok N.S..dulu kau peh kedi mcm semot lari dari jari arr..
slamer ni kau gendang aku tk pernah joget..tp skg...jgn harap aku nk ikot rentak kau lagi arr..ader brani lg skali kau suro aku gelek aku mesti beri pnyer arrr...
lg satu..aku setuju ngn ajakan kau utk jmp aku..biler sumer kau kol aku..aku mesti turon...dan klu kau dh jatohh...kau ngn jntn kau blh blahhh...jgn menyesal sudahhh arr..
igt..papepun..ni antare kau ngn aku..klu kau babitkan adek atau kwn2 aku...slamat arr gall..
dah buat taiik..tlg cuci sendriiii ehh...
n to the rest of u guys...mari kter samer2 memohon agar pmpn ni akan menjd lebe sempurner dr skg..supayer dier jd lebe kurus dan sedap mater mamandang...supayer dier jager aurat dier yg terbukak bgikan menjual duer biji epal...kesiannn sungguh....
GIVE ME THE PEACE U ASS..
@ 7:07 AM
Friday, January 25, 2008 ♥
Just got bck frm cwae bazar wif finna n aizat! Aizat owaes sae i busok ati coz i owaes disterb him...but ppl, tink ehh, i wun annoy others if they dun annoy me...so AIZAT FHM?? tnx to aizat for the BUBBLE TEAAA treat...n fer sending me until my block coz its late niteee ehh??
Not a long dayy lahh todayy..afta sch..lek2 wif nisah...then go NPCC campcraft...not alot of them attend..shida,shahrul,shahfiq,hafiz n kiam ping did the new style of shelter...though they exceed the time..the shelter was still fine! CONGRATS GUYS.. dun dissapoint our sirs n ma'am okeh??!! we will werk hard than harder!
n to the gal tht spar wif me in the lift just now...if there is a doctor letter,go claim it frm my brother...haha...tu lahh!!!carik nahas lagi! giler!
TMR GOT C.I.P!
MALAS benauuw!
WASTE of my precious time lahh!!
i wanna be urs...
@ 6:17 AM
Thursday, January 24, 2008 ♥
Tiring..Stressing n Scaring moment..
My seniors taking O last yr got their result out..Some cried tears of joy..Some tears of sadness..
Well, i especially hope tht my tern,i will fall under tht category where i will cry with tears of JOY.
MAN!
ive alot of tings to do.
hommewerkkk n readinggsss!
HISTORY is like....BLUNT to me...
n watching my friends just now...somehow wanna buck me up.
im sowiee..i cudden love u no more...i cudden accept u into my life..I wan u no more...coz i wanna lead a blissful life..Pls accept my decision n let me go..u hurt me once..n thts enuf!
he was being so nice to me.. n i cant wait fer valentines draw out lahh..
hu is gonna be mine ehh??!!!
haha!!
AIZAT?DIN?FAIZ?JASPER?AZRI?HAKIM?
well..ur hand decide it BOYS!!!
will u be my valentine's???
@ 7:00 AM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 ♥
WAAAAHH!!
tad gadoh2 majok2...skg dah okehh seyy..
TOOK THOSE STUPID GRUDGES TO MSG HIM...Wads happening to me seyy..haha..he noes my attitude damn well....n its a promise for me to wake him up every morningg b4 sch! FUH!!!!
HAHA...happie seyy dayah! ROMANTIKKKKSSS skaliii!!!
@ 5:56 AM
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IS HE REALLY SULKING OR MAD AT ME??
sowie for not entertaining u well yad..its not i dun wan..but its e way i tink it shud be..
ALL the best to KHAI n his batch for tmr's O lvl result!
N to shahri...PLS...i hope u noe wad i meant....
ok lahhh..tired...
PHYSICS test tmr,
and other things to do TMR!
not in the mood to update...
let the bond be with us...
@ 3:58 AM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 ♥
It has been a long time wen i wanted to noe.. If im in the rite position though.. I started to think differently of YOU .. Not knowing to whom im refering to..
I wanted to say hello dear, but i was so stunned by my fear.
It sounded so REAL, as if u were my darling.
But all i know is that,
We are nothing more than friends......
I have a st000ooo000pid crush... For whom im not sure lahhh... Im even not sure if he is the one that im FAAALLLINNNGGGG for... But oHH GOD, keep me away frm this, as i treasured our friendship more.. You've been so kind and concern.. About wad and how m i doing.. You are the ferst one to stop me frm tokking, wen i lose my voice.. You are the ferst one to cool me down, wen im so fed-up... You raced me wen u saw i was walking away... N u noe exactly wad was in my mind.. OH GOD... WHY now then i realised??
Schoooo000oool had been so tiring this few days.. I rarely get enuf sleep n time fer myself..Alot of things to be done n got home late from school. I had to start my intensive study on my own..as i noe, ive no much time left for my O's.. Time flies so fast, that now its my tern on the track, to finish off my race during my secondary school life..
It was so hard for me, to leave this school with thousands of memories.. Tears and laughter in school was the pricelesssss moments ever... Friends i found, was the bestest gift i achieved.. Wish that i could tern back time, to ammend my mistake for my future lifetime.. BUT GOODNESS, im stepping onto reality, where i noe that it wun be...
NP had been so tough on me.. Apart from the upcoming competition, every tuesday will be like HELL to me.
Reasons:
- rebellious people are on parade.
- wun get their MOST co-operation
- wun be treated like as if you are instructing them, in fact, it will tern out the other way round!
Evewrday in whole one week sure got NPCC.
mon- CC training
tues- punishment day
wed- CC training
thurs- NPCC training
fri- CC training..
p/s: CC refers to Campcraft training...
n all this are rite after my choice programme. Reached home around 7 plus...FUH! exhausted siaaaa!!!
What is in YOU that i luk up upon u..?
@ 4:58 AM
Monday, January 21, 2008 ♥
PENATTT!!!
ohh SHOOTS..
esk ader history choice..n im not so ready fer the talk okeh?
haha..must strt mugging today..
got the common tez nyer time table..february dh strt...
like wad seyy!!
cpat lahh..n SHOU QI kips reminding me.."it has ntg got to do wif our O lvl..so dun bother!"
wahhh rite..rather i dun bother studying kann?? DUMB btl lahh si ciner niee..hah
i skip the last period to hve my early lunch b4 MT choice..sounds funnie lahh..MT pun ader choice..LIKE WAD ehh!
n got tis stoo000ooopid ting tht happen tdae..i went hme..cecked my fwensta msg n receive a msg frm a gal..saying not to trust this guy as he was her x..dier blm brubah like he said..
aiyoyoyo..
haha..it isnt funnie but its like...naseb BAEK OKEHH!!
tidakk....HAIYOO!!!
nk consider dier...tp...dahh lahhh..ITS OVERR!!
so..wad i care..
im tired...
THINGS TO DO TODAY:
- Dance
- Maths
- READ HISTORY
- DO MT PAPER
- n get enuf slipp
GD luck to those tht skip NPCC last wk..coz tmr is MY DAYYY...
gez SOO..
haha...
out of a sudden,u find me..n ask about me..Y ehh??
@ 5:01 AM
Sunday, January 20, 2008 ♥
I so used up todayy.
Slept damn late yesterday night. Was online wif sufiah n bobo.
we shared probs regarding the 4 letters.. L.O.V.E...
Sufiah one was...abt her crush or shall i say love towards a guy.. Bobo wan was a loved tht he gave to a gal tht din wanna appreciate it...mine was...read-it-urself-on-my-previous-post-yeahh..
haha..
today went to madrasah wid shu..waited fer her under OUR blok.nice waiting fer u..wanted to take 901 tros g cwae naek MRT,but then i realised tht i havent top up my ezlink..haha.then make a u-tern went to vista point to mit my daddy to ask him for WANG!on the way there...shu read the Malay Paper..about a 9 yr old gal lost her virgin..n blablabla..its so full of mepek-ness wen the doc discovered it was her own mistake...LIKE DUH!!
kat madrasah was ok-ok boring-ehh..i prefer uztazah then uztaz..so serious n full of lame jokes..
haiyoo..next wk...my tern to read the SURAH..haha..wish me luckkssss...
otw home,slept in the bus no.901..haha..shu kejot, OI! haha..oh mak kau..anjat gerl2..
then,i was so fresh wen i tern on my com...ask songs frm sufiah,wan and jor for my stupid NP tingy danceeeee...
got the steps..but not the songs...quite fast lahh the beat..haha..pandai2 lahh krg ikot ehhh syg2 kuuu..haha...
then ikot my daddy fetch my mama frm werkk..then ddk kt vista pnt..then alekk.then here i am..blogginggggg.....
today wass...okok lahh yerr....
leading that move wif a perfect smile n cool movesss....
@ 3:34 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2008 ♥
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Its been a whole while ive last updated.
Im just so lazi n not in the mood.
Well alot to update..n i will update now..
i build dis rship wif Khai.tot it had tern out well. wen he promised not to hurt me.swear not to let tears drooling down my cheeks,but then..in a shrt while..it all ended...
dgn tk sengajer,mungkin dikau melukaiku..namun aku kesal atas perjanjianmu,kekata ucapanmu..apa erti itu jika hatiku kau lukai??dan kini, kau katakan "apakah bsr sgt kesilapanmu,dimanakah peluangmu?"
biar aku leraikan di sini..kesilapan yg kau lakukan di hadapan aku bkn lah gara2 permisahan ini,namun,krn maruah ku sbg seorang wanita yg tercabar..benar,aku menyayangimu..biarpun belom sepenuh hatiku kau ungkai..peluang hanya dtg sekali,pengalaman lama byk buat aku sedari betapa saketnya peluang yg kedua kali..biarlah apa yg sudah berlalu pergi..aku redha dgn ketentuan ini ...
Yad..bkn dyh ragui kesetiaan yad,tp acapkali sudah kita gagal dgn hubungan ini.berbagai2 yg telah berlaku..menyakiti dan menyeksa sanubari...mcm2 yg dyh dgr dr org lain..namun dyh endahkan..hanya kerana terigt cinta lama..memori ttp memori..namun kasih itu bagaikan telah berganti..rindu mmg rindu..namun rindu mengikut ayunan bayu..
Shahri..bkn ku tk ingin bersama membina mahligai...namun aku takot engkau kecewa..apakah slh aku jika hati ini tidak mahu belaian seorang kekasih??dyh tahu shah byk berkorban dan berubah demi dyh...tetapi klu benar shah ikhlas...shah tk akan ungkitkan..sering dyh beri jwapan..dyh enggan..kerna sekarang..dayah lebe rela berserahh..
Khai,yad,shahri...maafkan aku sekiranya hatimu aku lukai..harapanmu tk terbagi..dan jiwamu k hancurkan..bukan kerna kepentingan diri..tetapi kerna kerelaan hati..biar akku berserah diri..
KK enuf of the jiwang part..
ferst term of sch had been ok! enjoyed the time..though got basterd by a fren of ours..let it be..cause..end up..we are still classmate though..bz shuffling time wiff sch n np campcraft training..haishh...just so tired..n mr Justin wanteed me to do a dance move for the NP ppl..no bckground for hip hop dance only malay dance..so i surf the net to find some cool n ez moves..haha..
DNT was oke..got onli 2 problems..n nid another 3!haha...
well...plan2 kayoooohhh!!tnx shu!
TUES is the hist talk talk tingyy!!BEWARE HOR!!
haha...till denn..
i will update...
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