Its been a long tme i last updated!
well,life has been stressful yet happy for me.
i began enjoying life. I began to love my life.
i get more freedom, trust and also lughter.
well, its a life and i had to make up my mind before hurting anyone futher.

Mr. R
he had been a best guy i ever had. I loved him but not like i use to. I miss him but not like i use to. the chemistry between me and him had been so confusing. i had to choose a yes and no for him. he changed, he lied, he played thruant. i wanted to be love, but had he ever showered me with love as much as he use to? its been a long time wen i reaally feeel tht, he was for me and he wad destine to be with me..

Mr. S
sum1 i nvr knew tht might fall for me.just by the ferst luk on my profile make a love for him. rejected him once. and im afraid to reject him again. i had to be frank, i had no feelings for him.he had been so nice to me. but all this occurs wen i chg the way he is. the way he regarded himself as an islamic man.the way he sees evrything in the islam way. he begin to solat and fast.he begin to be nearer to god. but yah,he thank me tht by showering me love.ohh dear.ive explained to him tht, it is for his own good.n i did all this sincerely.as days goes by, his love had been even harder on me....

Mr K
nvr i tot i will even tok to him.my schmate.nvr i tot i will be knowing him tis well.started off during my bdae.invited him over.n din realise eyes were laying on me.he's much so different frm the rest.the way he tok,the way he arranges his werds,sentence and even the way he act in frnt of me. it was unexpected for him to fall for me.i needed those motivation but do i nid his love??but y m i still feeling sumting unexpecting for him.a chemistry or wad??

Mr A
my long lost x.suddenly came back in frnt of me.saying those few werds.meant it.but can i trust i.deep in my heart,i still have it for me.but do i NEED him??



oh dear,wen will this end.how will end and can it end??studies had been a routine fer me this days.hope to achieve wad i wanted n needed!help me through ohh dear!!