| HELLO peeps! well.results are HALF out! well,wad i care how much i get. wad the most important thing is dat...IM PROMOTED lahh.. sec 4e next yr..crucial n toughest yr.. n congratulate me ohh pls..haha... well,hari rayer celebration is funn n funn.. but,my sis examination is getting on my nerve. mum nagging me.TEACH HER LAHH.. wad e hell!!! arr bullshit... bye! |
| I din went to sch today as something that happen. Pulls me aback frm going to sch. I wanna chg my way. But how? How can i chg my life like i use to chg the way i dress? Oh GOD! help me through. i feel so bad. I dissapoint tthem. My result is atrotous. Its like, im in a dream where i failed terribly. Just hope that i get promoted. Dear......haish.. it seems tht that sum1 had found sum1 new. Good fer u. I will always pray for u. And,i wish to get the true and perfect one! but can i......?? hissh! |
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Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Minal Aidil Walfa'izin Maaf Zahir Dan Batin Bulan syawal sudahpun tiba Menggantikan Ramadhan yang suci dan mulia Daku insan biasa Tak renggang dari silap dan salah... Jariku erat tersusun rapi Memohon maaf ikhlas dari hati Jika terkasar bahasa yang mendatangkan kemurkaan di diri Dan halalkanlah segala hutang piutang yang belum langsai lagi... Jika panjang umur Dimurahkan rezeki Insya-ALLAH Kita akan bertemu lagi... Kan aku langsaikan segala hutang Kan ku pohon keampunan Ke atas segala salah wa silap Yang tak sengaja berlaku... Selamat Hari Raya Minal Aidil Walfa'izin... Maaf Zahir dan Batin... sekian, Nur Hidayah Ariffin... |
| Hatred describes everything. Infatuation describes LOVE. Freedom is hiding. Where to get them ehh? Life is blunt. Say is hard! Words for mind. Sentence for ONCE! haha.where?how shud i noe siiaa... well im dumb.BLOODILY irritated! IM BORED. TOTALLIE a BORE. ntg to do.wif a fake and plain post. so till here. silence doesnt kill me! |
Tagged bY Sayer-Shu
Layer 1: On the outside
Name: NUR HIDAYAH ARIFFIN
Birth date: 16 November 1992
Current status: Single and Attached~haha
Eye colour: brown n white
Hair colour: A mixture of black n brown..its NATURAL!
Layer 2: On the inside
My heritage: Islam BUT Muslim
My fears: Been left or neglected. Truth (sometimes). Small creatures (bugs).
My weaknesses: To be straight forward. Get to the point.
My perfect pizza: Hawaiian can??
Layer 3:Yesterdae, Today, Tomorrow
My first thought of waking up: Must i bath now? Or can i sleep BACK! sleepyhead to the maximum!
My bed time: Never constant. Its already 3.17 am now.
My most missed memories: The last 5 yrs HARI RAYA. That is the best. Spending with the gone.
Layer 4: My pick
Pepsi or coke: Coke..neither Pepsi. I wan coca-cola
Single or group dates: group dates
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate
Cappucino or coffee: Neither. Mocha or latte can?
Layer 5:Do You?
Smoke: History of Me
Curse: Yeah..usually.haha.wen i tink i shud.
Take a shower: Foreva never. I will onlie bath. Aiink! DUHH!
Have a crush: Infatuation count?
Go to school: uh-huh
Believe in yourself: nvr believe but TRUST
Layer 6: In the past
Drink alcohol: Read my bibliography urself. Waink!
Gone to the mall: Must i ans?
Dyed your hair: Natural. dye isnt COOL!
Layer 7: Have you ever..?
Played a stripping game: Ampunilah doser org yg cacat akalnyer oh TUHAN.
Change who you were to fit in: I onlie be myself.
Layer 8:Are you hoping to
Get married: Yes lah..but after i get wad i wan.
Layer 9:In a partner
Best eye colour: red.haha.imagine.red pupil with yellow eye balls. anything will do.
Best hair colour: Natural.
Long or short hair: Guys with long hair isnt my type
Layer 10: What were you doing
A minute ago: doin this.
An hour ago: baking kueh rayer.
A month ago: not sure.sleeping maybe.
A year ago: sec2.learning to love i gez.
Layer 11: Finish the sentences
I love: My buddy! ~ SHu. my loved ones. everyone lahh i love.haha.
I hide: wen i play hide-n-seek
I miss: decent characters n e old me..
I need: water, food and air to live
Layer 12:
TAG 5: Anyone will do..
| left two more days for two more papers. chem n dnt then i gez, freedom is for me lahh. im so pissed off wif maths n geog n phy papers. i dun noe if i can do well. truely,im dissapointed bcz i burnt the midnite oil. i dun wan retain. i dun wan upset myself. n most of all, my parents. they hve been putting high hopes on me! urggh! seram lahh. well,things have been goin on smoothly. n i gez, loving sm1 is not a plan thingy.but loving sum1 is a feeling tht comes unknowingly. i wanna enlarge the group of frens i have had. but im afraid if time turn against me seyy. onlie god knows wad i meant. 27 oct, shud i agree? ohh dear.how? urghh.. n i love my new nick lahh ``[[sayer-dayah lahh.. and the back of my calculator sayer-studie.. im so obedient.obviously i KNOW! i am obedient. n mr liew is my best chemistry teacher. well,miss lisa n ms shirah is my best relief teachers. n fer 1nce i hate maths and geog. URGH! going to JB tmr. wif my parents. n i MAYBE im going to PHILIPPINES as par of my DNT service i tink, on 3 nov to 7 nov. fully subsidized by sch.. haish,i miss the olden days lahh seyy.. okok.. i logging off.. hush! |
| heylo. ive been away for quite sumtime.been so buzy n bored wif life. why must i go through all this? am i hurting ppl feeling?is it my fault if i cnt love them? im trying to feel okey.but it seems o hard on me.teribly so hard on me. eoy had began. eng, social studies, pure hist, malay paper had passed. tmr is physics n maths p1. i dunnoe if i cud do well or not. well..im jus gonna strugge all the wae through lah.. hope i succeed! anw,i wished that person,but din get any reply.i lost hope i gez. haha.no one cares about my feeling. no one noes wad is happening. ive been treated as if ive been commiting crimes. i just simply hate u! hu am i refering to,im not sure. i jus wanna live my life happily. i want freedom.hw do i explain this? i noe u guys are sincere. but the werds dat u'd say.. ive heard.but this happiness n hopes i placed on sum1 i once loved, n this sum1 ended it wif tears lah.. guys made the promises.guys made us cry. n guys make another promise.ensuring us to smile. but..how to trust if not once,twice neither trice,ive failed? |
