Tuesday, September 18, 2007 ♥
| Aku biarkan wayu yang kencang hembus ke arahku. Lalu aku mengatur langkah dan terus ke kamarku. Aku di dalam dilema. Di mana aku terasa serba salah. Apakah harus aku lakukan. Sesungguhnya aku takot akan kebenaran. Perlahan-perlahan aku mencari akal untuk aku mulakan. Usai solat, Isyak, aku menadah tangan, merendah diri pada yang MAHA ESA. dan hati ku kembali tenang bagaikan tiada ombak... akan aku terus menanti..biarpun aku berdiam diri, tak beerti aku mengalah. well,im not being myself lately. I feel different.i feel so insecured. tht i almost regret living. but yah, i appreciate the life tht had been given to me. i treasure it. but though sometimes, i cuddent deny, i hate it. i feel a pull back in my life. y eh? well again, im so stressful about an upcoming ceremony. i had to plan, hand it the proposal and instruct.n there is a lot of things to get done. n i had just done about a quarter of it.n EOY is otw, but im neither mugging nor stressing.ive no mood.but,im still afraid lah.wadeva, wish me luck eh. haha. |
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